Just Mine | Sadie Sink X Female reader

Part 11

Sadie's POV

I am laying in the bed and waiting for Y/n. She is such a good person I don't want to hurt her even more. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't see her as friend but i don't see her like something else. She is just Y/n ...special person in my life. She is so pretty and kind to me even though i hurt her. And when we met i was so happy to have her. And that memories which we have together. I don't know if i can loose her

What are you doing Sadie?? Are you kidding?! You don't love anyone especially not Y/n she is just a good friend

Back to the 3rd pov

You have a cup of tea in your hand and walking to Sadie's room. Door is still open so you don't have any problem and when to come to the room you see Sadie wrapped up in a blankets. You smile and speak

"Hey sleepy head your tea is here" you say and pass her the cup

"Thank you Y/n" she says and takes the cup from you causing touching hands

"Sorry" you both say

Sadie takes a sip from the cup and looks at you

"It's very good thanks"

You nod and smile

"You can go, you have other things to do for sure" Sadie says

"No way. I am staying here until I make sure that you will have some of sleep." You say with serious face

"But Y/n--"

"Don't. I am staying here and that's final" You say

At that moment Sadie knows that it's useless to argue with you so she takes another sip

After a few minutes her room it's completely clean because of you, and while you are looking proudly at the clean room you realize that Sadie is quiet so you look at her and see that she is sleeping peacefully under the blankets

You go closer to her and gently put a strand of hair behind her ear. You are looking at her for a while but then you are back in the reality so you take the empty cup and go with it to the kitchen

After washing the cup you go back to her room and just peek your head to make sure Sadie is sleeping

You take your shoes carefully on and go home

After that day everything went smoothly. Like you don't talk to Sadie that much but you are still in touch. You are enjoying holiday season with your mom and sometimes with Jake outside or in gym

On Christmas you were just with your mom and Jake's family. You gave Jake a new pair of sport shoes which he really wanted. Even though you really want you haven't seen Sadie since that day. You just texted sometimes but nothing big

Now is 29th of December everyone is getting ready for a New Year even your mom so you are at home alone, laying on bed and scrolling through your phone

Jake isn't answering you for a while now so you turn your phone off and throw it away

You close your eyes and thinking what you can do. Then you remember that you have guitar in your closet from your mom

When you were younger like really young you were playing on it almost every day but then you stopped and don't even know why

You get up from bed and go to your closet. When you open it you immediately see it. Every memories of your childhood suddenly show up in your head and you take the guitar

You still remember a few songs so you start playing. After a while you remember clearly how to play some popular songs but you know your favourite song on guitar was Another love so you start playing

After a while you are avaible to play it clear so you start the song from the beginning and because nobody is home you start singing too

I wanna take you somewhere so you know i care

But it's so cold and I don't know where

Suddenly you feel that feeling when you were playing back then. You don't care about anything just music you hear

And i wanna kiss you make you feel alright

I'm just so tired to share my nights

I wanna cry and i wanna love

But all my tears have been used up

On Another love
Another love

All my tears have been used up

You feel better like always you were playing. You miss that. You miss your childhood, your days when you were playing. And then you realize that you miss everyone and everything. You miss Jake, mom and Sadie. Since the winter ball you have closed yourself from everyone and built a massive walls around you. But you miss it. You miss your life without your walls

And if somebody hurts you i wanna fight

But my hand's been broken one so many times

So i use my voice i'll be so fucking rude

Words they always win, but i know i'll lose

And i'd sing a song that'd be just ours

But i sang 'em all to another heart

And i wanna cry i wanna learn to love

but all my tears have been used up

On Another love
Another love...

When you finish the song you sigh and close your eyes but then you hear someone voice

"I didn't know you are playing on a guitar" the voice says

You open your eyes and realize you have all the time open the window. So you turn your head to the window but no-one is there. So you put the guitar down and go to the window and see Sadie standing in front of your house. She waves at you and you turn red

"Can i go inside? It's cold here" she says

You immediately go downstairs to the front door and open it. Sadie comes inside and takes her coat off

"What are you doing here?" You ask

"Jake told me that you don't know about New Year's party and that i should go to tell you so i am here." She says

"Party?" You ask confused

"Yeah that's what i said" she says making you feel stupid

You still staring at her confused and she notices it and speaks again

"So if you want to come it's at David's house and it will start at 8 pm." She says

"Y-yeah, well I don't know yet." You say

She turns around takes her coat back on and opens the door but before she steps out she turns back to you

"I'll be glad if you come" she says with her sweet voice.

She doesn't give time answer and leaves you there standing with red face in the middle of your house

Should you come? Because of her

The longest part yet!!! Hope you don't have problems and have a nice dayy :))