You just have your first kiss with Sadie. You pull from the kiss and look at her. Into her beautiful eyes.
You are standing there with the biggest and stupidest smile ever. Sadie can't help but laugh at you
"Happy new year Y/n" she says still laughing at you
"Are you kidding me!? You just kissed me and now it's just happy new year. Sadie don't try me." You say still with smile on your face
"Omg Y/n. that's one of the things what i love on you" she says
You get closer to her and teasingly say
"Yeah? What else do you love?"
"Everything" she whispers and kisses you again
You go back to the middle of the party and after a few moments together someone interrupt you. It's Brian
"Well well. You really came. And what do we have here?" He says and tries to touch Sadie
"Don't touch her Brian" you say but you hold yourself calm
"Y/n Y/n Y/n. You catch another slut huh? You should be ashamed of yourself." He says trying to make you mad. He is always like that
You close your eyes and take a deep breath. Your hands turn into a fists immediately. Right now Jake spots you from distance and when he sees you with Brian he immediately goes after you
"You are such an idiot Brian" you say but don't want to say what you actually think about him because of people
Suddenly you feel his fist. He punches you across a face.
"DON'T DARE TO CALL ME STUPID Y/L" he yells at you
You squeeze your fists even more to control yourself but then you feel him taking your collar
"You're not going to do anything Y/l? Are you that scared??" He laughs right into your face
In that moment your arm starts twitching. You really want to punch him and when you are decided to, you hear a loud voice across the room
"Y/N!!" Jake shouts at you but you ignore him and push Brian away from you. Just a little because you don't want to make scene
You don't say anything just staring at him and then you turn around and start leaving
"You are same as your father!!" You hear behind you
And that's it. These are the final words you really need to hear
You stop your walk but don't turn back yet. You feel everyone staring at you include Sadie and Jake
"And your mother? Yeah, that's another level. She is crazy."
"She is same as you. A BITCH!" These are words that make you to turn around
Your left hand takes his shirt and right hand punches him straight to his stupid face
You don't wait for anything and storm out of the house
You go straight to the first bench you see and sit on it
Your head hurts so as your hand. Your memories from past is back
As your thoughts are running through your head and you are looking at your hand cover by Brian's blood you hear voice
"Y/n. Omg Y/n there you are. Are you okay??" Sadie says frightened
You don't say anything you just look up at her and then your head drops down again. Sadie sits next to you and you can feel her hand resting on your back calmly
"You should go before i snap again and hurt you." You say quietly but loud enough for Sadie to hear you
"Y/n...you can talk to me if you want or if you don't want to you don't have to it's okay but i will be there. With you." She says and rubs your back gently
You open your mouth to protest but nothing comes out
It's a quiet for a while but then you break the silent
"When i was six years old i saw father hit mom for a first time. I will never forget that feeling. I was frozen by fear. That feeling of helplessness. And when i was nine it was first time for me. I had so many bruises but mom didn't know about it. I saw mom beaten up like milion times and worst nightmare is that Brian was right...i am same as my father. I started to bully other kids in school because it was the only thing i knew back then. Only four months ago i got enough of courage to finally got him out of our lifes. I stopped to hurt others when my mom found out about it and told me it's wrong i even went to psychiatric to help me and it worked but lately it's getting back again and i can't control it. I even hit Jake other day. Even through i didn't want to i did it. I can hurt my mom or friends in school or even you without realizing it. And I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, i just want to be normal Sadie." You say with tears in your eyes
Sadie instinctively pulls you into a tight hug
"I'm sorry Y/n." She says quietly
You can feel her hand on your back circling gently and comfortably. And other hand is on your head even through you are taller than her she can reach your head easily
"I will always be with you no matter what. Remember that Y/n."
Okay i am sorry for a sad part but i am really proud of it. Even through something from it is true i think it's great chapter. What do you think?
I hope you don't have to go through something like this.
Have a nice day/night <3
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Just Mine | Sadie Sink X Female reader
Fanfiction"only you can make me happy" Sadie Sink x reader !!! Y/n female !!! Story of Sadie as a "normal" and new student of college and you the "best" student of college. What happened between you two after first meet?
