Staring from a Distance

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[I warn.... There's a lot of swearing ^^' especially by Shizuo]
(Izaya's POV)
I saw a blonde haired man standing outside of the bar, smoking a cigarette. Shizu-chan. 'What could I do to piss him off today...?' I thought while sighing. I was just... Hypnotized by his every move..... Damn....why couldn't I think? C'mon.... Think of somethin'.... Why... Why am I always this way.... Always pissing him off.... I mean... Sure it's fun but.... I wish I could just... Hold him close and just touch his handsome face..... No.... I ruined my chance of doin' that a looong time ago. Is that why I do this? I know that I can't love him so I've decided to hate him instead... That doesn't even make sense.... I know I love him.... I have for a long time.... I didn't do any of it to hurt 'im.... I was always just.... Having fun.... Making him mad has always been fun.... But I guess I crossed the line when he went to jail..... Sorry Shizu-chan.

(Shizuo's POV)
As I turned to go back inside for my next shift I saw an annoyingly scrawny man in a fluffy coat. A short man. That damn Izaya. I glared at him for a minute. Why wasn't he coming over here, damn it?! He's playing with me again. Grrrr.... It's been like this since High School... That damn Izaya.... Why is he always trying to cause me problems? ALWAYS! Why does he piss me off so much? He makes me crazy! I know I get mad at everyone a lot but... What is it that he always gets me the most pissed off???!!!!!!! I wish he'd just cut it out... Maybe.... I wouldn't mind him being around so much if he just STAYED PUT for FIVE SECONDS!!! No! I hate him! I want him dead! Wait.... What.... Do I.....? But I.... He's obnoxious... But.... Addictive... Wait.... Shutupshutupshutup!!!!!Why is he always PLAYING WITH ME! "That Izaaaayyyyyaaaaaaa!!!!!! "

(Third Person)
Shizuo picked up the nearest Vending Machine and threw it at Izaya, who wasn't expecting it dodged slimly and skid against the cement on his side. He then understood his situation and began the usual routine of pulling out his switchblade and dodging.
"I'm gonna killllll yooooou!!!!!" Shizuo yelled at him while pulling the nearest street sign, which happened to be a yield sign. Izaya laughed as he dodged and then he pinned the sign to the ground with his switchblade. But shit... Now he was unarmed.....against Shizuo. He was pinned in 2 seconds flat as the other, larger man got on top of him. Izaya's heart beat nearly out of his chest. This was it. He was bound to die in a matter of 10 minutes....if he was lucky. He would never get to tell Shizuo how he truly felt... Why he was so infatuated by him.... Why he always went so far to piss him off... To speak those words he had been trying to for years.... 'Sorry Shizu-chan' would still never escape his lips nor 'I love you' or anything else that he had wanted to say since High School. Nothing. This was the end.

Izaya closed his eyes weakly as he thought about this and a single tear fell from his eye. Shizuo was laughing madly as he retrieved his weapon of choice... A stop sign. "You're a dumbass.... It's over now, Izaya." He then came up to Izaya who was still standing there in a weak stance in attempts to protect himself. He should have brought more than one switchblade. But this time he hadn't come for a fight.... He didn't even expect to see him but for a moment... When he first saw Shizuo standing there he had thought ' I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna tell him.' But of course he knew the moment he met eyes with Shizuo that it would never happen.
Shizuo then took the street sign and stood over Izaya before discarding it and going for just punching him out. "I'm gonna make this as painful as possible...!" Izaya stared into Shizuo's eyes one last time before closing them. He felt Shizuo punch him repeatively and painfully before blacking out. But he didn't see a bright light. He wasn't dead?

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