I stoped updating this story due to some personal issues.
Let's keep our mental health healthy and peace. Surround yourself some things that makes you happy. Always be positive and pray.
-Mariamay/Maylicious21🌻
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Today is supposed to be my labor. I feel a little bit of pain already.
Ben's mom is here in our place due to the request of his son for some reason that he's busy in his full time duty as Police officer. And, sometimes I don't have companion at home.
"Hiya, tell me if the pain is too much. We'll go to the hospital." Mama said with a concern voice.
"I can still bear the pain, Ma. We'll wait for Papa to come here so that he'll accompany us to the hospital when I labor." I said.
"Okay hiya, just tell me... Tho, I experience that too... I just can't stand seeing you in pain. I'll cook your dinner. Just sit there." She stand up and go the the kitchen.
Na feel ko na baka mamaya ay lalabas na talaga si baby. Wala si Ben ngayon 2 days straight na dahil doon ito namamalagi sa istasyon.
Mahirap pala kung asawa ka ng isang police. Pero it's okay. Naiintindihan ko naman si Ben. It was his childhood dream to be a public servant. Pero minsan natatakot rin ako sa kalagayan at mga trabaho niya.
Medyo bumalik na naman ang sakit at mas lumala pa ito. Ready naman lahat ng gamit namin. Alam naman ni Mama magdrive ng sasakyan pero baka pauwi rin naman si Papa galing opisina niya.
Tatayo sana ako ng biglang may tumulo na tubig galing sa gitna ko. At nakaramdam ako ng sakit.
"Ma! mangangak na yata ako... Hindi ko na po kaya..." I said.
Dali-dali naman si mama na naglakad papunta sa akin.
Bitbit ang mga gamit ay dumeritso na kami sa sasakyan. Sinabihan ako ni Mama na magrelax lang.
"Just breath hiya..."
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Habang sa byahe ay tinawagan ko si Ben. Ilang ring bago niya sinagot.
"Mi Amore..." He said. I can feel the tiredness in his voice.
"Ben, I think manganganak na Ako... Papunta kaming hospital ni Mama.. don't worry about me here, okay? I know you're tired from work. I'll be okay. I miss you so much. I can't wait to see our baby." I said calmly.
"I'm sorry love if I can't make it today... Marami kaming ginawa sa ngayon... Wala pa akong tulog. Miss na miss na rin kita, love. Babawi ako after ng duty ko." He replied.
I sighed deeply after the call.
Mama prepared everything that we needed during and after my labor.
10 minutes later, I saw myself in a delivery room. Pushing my best to have a safe delivery. It's too painful.
"Breath in and push mommy." The doctor said.
I was shouting out loud of pain and sweats are all over my face right now.
"Push again. Malapit ng lumabas ang bata." She added.
I drained all my energy from giving birth to our baby. But it was a success.
"It's a boy." Tumulo ang luha ko ng malaman na safe ang delivery ko.
I heard his cry. My baby is crying....
Welcome to the outside world, my climate...
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We are now here in our private room in hospital. Resting. I can't believe I am having a child now.
Ana and Frency together with Mr. Paclibar visited me earlier. I even saw a bright smile and teary-eyes in Ana while carrying my baby. I hope Ana will heal from her past and move on.
My parents video called through messenger earlier. Kinukumusta ako at ang baby ko. Marami silang binilin sa akin. Gusto man nilang pumunta ay hindi pwede dahil inaatake si itay ng rayuma niya.
Nang dumating si Papa ay dali-dali niya ring kinarga ang kanyang apo.
Parehong masaya ang Lola at lolo.
Our baby is a little version of Ben. Buhok at kulay niya lang ang sa akin.
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8:00 pm kami ng dumating dito kanina sa hospital. Now, it's already 11:00pm.
Our baby is sleeping beside me. Mama and Papa are both on cough. They have their own blacket and pillows. Hugging each other while taking a nap. So sweet.
I wanted sleep also but I just can't. Gustong-gusto ko lang titigan si baby ng magdamag.
I already breastfeed him. I hope Ben will be here soon.
Minutes later, nurse checked us and give me some medicines.
It's already 12:30 in the midnight when I heard a knock and suddenly it opens widely.
It's Ben in his uniform.
He looks tired on duty but having some time to be here...
He kissed me in my forehead, may bitbit siyang pagkain. And, I smell his manly scent. I just love his scent.
He place the foods in the side table and sprayed his whole body an alcohol and touch our baby's head and kissed it longer in cheeks.
I saw his tears. He's beyond happy.
"Thank you Mi Amore..." He said between his sobs. "What's the gender of our baby?"
"He's a boy. Your little version Ben. Look at him. Lahat mana sayo." I said then pout for my last sentence.
"No, he's beautiful like his mommy. Thank you for giving me this gift, hon. I can't measure how much happy I am right now. From being with you up to having family with you... Noon crush lang kita, ngayon may anak na tayo... I really just can't believe." He kissed my hands as he said those word.
"You're not dreaming anymore, Ben. I love you so much... Please be with me always." I respond.
"I'll do everything for the two of us, babe. I promise to give the both of you a perfect life."
"We don't need a perfect life Ben, having you is enough."
"I love you to the moon and back, My universe." This time, it's on my lips.
"I brought you foods Mi amore. We'll eat those."
"Have you eaten your dinner, Ben?"
"Not yet, hon."
"Then, let's eat. Next time, eat on time, Ben."
We shared foods and talked a lot of things while eating.
"By the way, what's the name of our Baby, you said you're the one who's gonna give name to him." He suddenly asked.
I thought he wouldn't ask me that.
"Climate Maven Minor."
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Thanks for reading!
-Mariamay/Maylicious21🌻
