KESARIYA❤️

KESARIYA - ||7. Being a little bold! ||

KESARIYA - ||7. Being a little bold! ||

“Trust me Khushi. it hurts me to see you hurt and in tears but the anger... My biggest enemy, my own anger has ruled my mind. As being ASR since long who never hears his heart and thinks from his heart, I just end up trusting that snake rather than you. Even though my heart was saying to trust you and just for once to talk with you. my mind was just opposing my heart. The tears you shed in our initial stage of our contract marriage makes me feel that you are right. I'm a rakshas. I wanted to talk with you to clear everything but again I was scared – what if that snake is true and you really loved him? And when you were going to commit suicide, my breath stopped seeing you at the corner of the roof. for a moment my mind goes blank and my heart was like it will come out from my mouth. And when you ask me about that, why do I forcibly marry you, again? My anger comes with bang. And even if after hearing the truth from you I didn’t trust you. Khushi at that time my mind and my mind was at war. fighting with each other, who is right? You or that liar snake!!? “

I said it out loud. I finally let it out.

It was actually suffocating me.

“I never was good with words. Especially when it comes with when I need to apologize, I know I was wrong but the guilt that was eating me from inside never let me to spill it out. The way I feel and what I was going through seeing my Khushi in tears. “

“Whenever it comes to dii I always go berserk, the promise I have given to Mumma to always take care went in danger when that snake thing happened.. and who was behind all this for my mind is Khushi, for whom I was getting to accept my feelings. The other person who also gets important to me. The mere word of her going away makes me shudder. That's why I decided to go to any extent to keep her on my side. “

When I call Khushi the biggest mistake.. but she wasn’t..

She has always been an angel for me sent by my mumma. A person whose presence always gives me peace and a reason to live happily.

“ Khushi I’m sorry.. sorry for every bad thing I have done to you. The manhandling, the tears , the hurt and my anger which always breaks your heart.. Khushi.. will you help me to control my anger? Will you always be by my side as my wife – my angel!? Will you support me always and forever!? Will you love me forever and always!!? “

I asked with tears in my eyes as I entered the room. I saw my Khushi standing a few feets away from me and looking at me with teary eyes. I slowly walked towards her. As I stood in front of her I was rewarded with a slap on my face. I didn’t say anything, just kept looking at her. My heart pierced with knives seeing tears in her green eyes.

Her twinkling eyes which I was missing. The light comes back.

My little wild cat is back.

To fight with me and reel me up with her craziness.

I smiled happily , even though I know it’s going to be tough but if she’s here beside me I’m happy and content.

~.~

My heart was content hearing his side.

I’m happy Arnavji emptied his heart out.

My anger and disappointment vanished as soon as I slapped him.

The slap was very hard as I can feel the pain in my hand and also the blood at the corner of his lips. My eyes twinkled with mischief as I grabbed his collars and pulled him closer.

“ If you again hurt me and give your attention to any other chudail I’ll kill that chudail first and then you.. “, he looked at me with an amused expression and he smirked as he pulled me closer to him. While encircling his arms around me his breath fanned on my face making my breath and senses upside down.

cupping his face , i creased his beard and said, " yes.. yes.. i'm ready to teach you how to control your anger but not to shower it on me.. i'm ready to be with you always with you like your shadow.. but don't you dare to get irritated with my presence then.. okay? ", i ordered while showing my finger. he kissed my that same finger and replied.

" never.. "

What’s the need of being shy Khushi when the man holding you in his arms is your man!!?

See, due to your too much shyness in this relationship and your insecurities you were going to lose your arnavji..

But now..

I’ll not be too shy. I know my Arnavji loves me the way I am.. but being a little bold and showing my love won’t harm right!!?

So I pulled him closer to me and sucked his lower lip licking the blood from the corner of his lips away. His body got stiff due to my sudden kiss but then his hand roamed on my waist and all over my body shamelessly as he madly started to kiss me making me my toe curl.

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