"Please Let Me Go"

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(I'm writing this while listening to Leathermouth so I probably won't see any mistakes but if you see any lmk also ⚠️TW: CONTAINS SEXUAL ASSAULT AND MENTION OF ALCOHOL AND SUICIDE⚠️)

"Do you need help getting in to bed, Victor?" Smiley asked

"Of course not! I'm not a child." Victor muttered, "By the way, aren't you suppose to go to 1065 tonight?"

"Uh yes I am sir, why?" Smiley was shocked that Victor remembered. Victor went quiet. Both men walked up the stairs to the master bedroom. At that point Smiley assumed that his boss had gotten drunk outside somehow. That didn't matter to him though, as long as Victor was okay. 

"Won't Penelope be mad at you for staying 5 nights in a row? Also don't you have kids there too?" he asked. Smiley does have twin daughters but it's not like they see him every single day. Having to deal with a drunken Victor was not something Smiley experienced everyday so he had no idea what he was doing. He opened the bedroom's door and pulled Victor toward the king sized bed. Victor threw himself onto the pile of blankets and pillows and made himself comfortable. As Victor drifted off to sleep, Smiley got ready to leave.  Then, as Smiley passed Victor's side, he grabbed Smiley's wrist.

"Please stay..." Victor whispered. He then proceeded to pull Smiley closer to him, like extremely close to him. Smiley never got affection from Victor besides the pet names, so he didn't know what to do. Victor pulled Smiley until they were face to face. At that moment, Victor had the urge to kiss Smiley. 

"Please let me go." Smiley whispered. Poor boy didn't know how to react and just went with it. 

"Victor, please let me go. I don't know what you're planning but you're going to regret this later." Smiley whispered. He was on verge of crying. Victor wasn't paying attention though, he was too busy putting his hands in places they shouldn't be. 

"I won't regret this...I know I won't." Victor said. Smiley tried pulling away but Victor's grip on him tighten.  Smiley was crying and trying to pull away, but Victor just wouldn't let him go. During all of this Smiley just wished that he could kill himself.

"Please let me g-" Smiley was cut off. Victor was kissing him and Smiley couldn't do anything about it. He couldn't pull away because Victor's hand was gripping the back of his head, keeping him in place. Smiley knew that Victor would regret this as soon as he remembered what he did but at that moment Victor didn't seem to care about Smiley. He was only trying to satisfy his needs. Victor finally pulled away.

"You know you can't get rid of me...no matter how hard you try." he whispered.

"I know"

Smiley had already accepted his fate as Victor's partner in crime. He knew that there would be consequences if he ever tried to leave. But in all honesty, Smiley didn't want to leave Victor. Victor made him feel loved, in an unusual way, but still. It was something he had never felt with anyone else. It was weird. Love is weird. Especially to Smiley.

(IM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO SMILEY BUT THE STORY WAS GETTING A LITTLE BORING TO ME)

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