All because of us

5

Lexie POV:

The following morning, I got dressed ready for the small road trip ahead of us. I made sure to pack light and bring my camera.

I'm wearing the same outfit as last night when I showered except no
shirt this time and my slide on white vans. My hair is in loose waves from the braid I put in before bed and my face is clean and bare of makeup.

I was only able to sleep approximately three hours so hopefully whoever is driving to the house, I can nap along with them. I don't want to drive. I'm a bit hungover and my mind can't stop replaying certain events that occurred last night.

I lap danced on Bren, dirty.

I heard him bring another girl to his room. Which is weird because
I've never really seen him hook up with anyone. He's very to himself and if he does sleep with someone you'll never know or see it. He's peculiar with who he brings to the bedroom. He keeps it low key and private.

At least he has standards right? Unlike other guys I know that will fuck anything with a whole.

I walk down stairs to make a cup of coffee, even though I'm not a big coffee drinker—I need some as soon as possible. The bags under my eyes are no longer there and replaced with under eye gel pads.

I take them off throw them in the trash bin. Already feeling renewed.

I make coffee for everyone because I know everyone will definitely need some.

Growing up I wasn't a huge cook. And I don't eat a lot of meat. I was vegan but this summer I started recently incorporating dairy again into my pallet and its the best decision I've ever made.

I missed cheese so much. Fake cheese is not the same. I mean I don't like cow products but cheese is just something I can't let go of.

I'm making a grilled cheese with apples and bacon inside. Don't knock it till you try it. It has the perfect amount of juice and crunch. It's sweet and savory. My perfect feel better snack.

I place my sandwich on a plate and hear footsteps descending from the staircase.

There's only one other person who wakes up early just like me.

"Good morning." A soothing deep voice says to me. Fuck his morning voice is something else.

Why is it that every time a girl hears a guys voice in the morning we want to instantly jump their bones? It can honestly be anyone and if they have that sexy raspy thing going on— it's game over. I'm not sexualizing men but damn my hormones are out of whack.

I think I need to get laid. Or maybe buy a new toy. Yeah I'll definitely do that.

The last time I had sex was...Wow long time.

No judgement please, masturbation is completely healthy.

At least I'm clean. I know what I want and I don't want someone trying to find my clitoris and fail miserably, when I can easily find it myself.

"Good morning." I return with a sweet and chipper voice. Opposite of how I'm feeling.

"That smells amazing." Bren says and walks up to me, looking over my plate. His aftershave and cologne invades my senses, he's freshly showered and his perfectly dark hair is wet swept over his forehead. I just want to thread my fingers through his hair and... and oh my god.

I clear my dry throat and continue what I'm doing and then I turn my head slightly to look at him and raise a brow at him "want one?"

He smiles sheepishly showcasing his one dimple on his left cheek.