Discovering my love

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It's so silly,

But the way I 

want to feel love

It feels impossible 

with a partner.


So, I do the impossible for myself

to feel love, I'd write a love letter

or a poem that reminds me of 

memories, of learning

how to go about my fears,

with acceptance

and compassion,

facing any emotion combination

imaginable.


Read books that talk

about discoveries and difficulties

in going through tough times


Singing and dancing

in the rain

with my umbrella.


Going into the library

just to absorb all

the childhood memories

 of getting 

Sailor moon discs 

to watch and reading 

Archie comics with mom.


Rushing to church,

Knowing that I'm late when 

they throw the holy water

in the beginning, and to

experience the whole

mass after that, just to pray and talk to 

grandma.


Watching "Uptown Girl" only

to find more of what

I didn't notice 

before when I was a kid

and starting to like

both Ray and Molly's personalities


At the end of the day, I feel

Fulfilled, knowing what my love

looks like.



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