KEEP HIM SANE

ARC 3.4

MC POV:-

My eyes shoot open as i breathe heavily, my body feeling hot. I look around the room but find no sign of Killian.

‘So it was only a dream? Thank God!’

The room was the same as it was before I fell asleep. I can't believe I just had a wet dream. About a basilisk at that too. How low have i stooped? 

I hear his soft yet strong steps coming closer. I knew he was coming in the room. The door flew open with his hands pushing it softly. The doors don't have stoppers here so it's pretty easy to think the the door was slammed. He walks in the room and looks at me with an eyebrow turned up in a questioning manner.

I didn't reply and just shook my head. He just shrugged his shoulders and started setting up the table with food bowls and cutlery. After setting it up he looked at me. Finding me not move an inch, he sighed and left the room. Actually, yeah it had beed a few months since I got here but i never made a close skin contact with him. Unless it's something like me falling down, i would not allow him to touch me.

He had respected my choice and i feel thankful for it. I remove the fur blanket off of myself and see a tent in my pants. Unbelievable! I got hard because of a wet dream!?
I sighed heavily and went to the washroom. I bath and clear my foggy head after i released. When my little brother finally turned soft, i soaped myself up and cleaned my body thoroughly.

I put on clothes in the washroom itself because u don't trust him yet. I smile at the feeling of warmth wash over my body after i wear the long sleeved t-shirt. I humm a little and sit down. I look into the bowl  to find some bacon..? Cooked up on top of rice and some sort of gravy..? On the side. I start eating and involuntarily moaned a bit at the sudden burst of flavour. I scarfed down the food ,yet again, and burped softly after finishing.

Killian re-entered the room and took away the bowl with the cutlery. He came back into the room and sat on the bed. I look at him, then sat beside him too. Something told me that he was tired and i just tried to help take some level of tiredness away. I slowly massaged his arms, letting him feel  some relief in his sore muscled body. I liked how he groaned softly when I massaged his shoulders and back. He looks back at me and let's me know that he feels better already.

“Thank you Shu. I feel much better.”

I nodded my head understandingly. He gets back up to perhaps leave the room but i stop him. I know I will probably regret this but i know that if i don't do it I'll probably regret it more. I pulled him down and kissed him lovingly. Not exactly kissed but the peck was longer than an actual peck. He stood there completely shocked, then a sweet smile lit up his face . He knew i accepted him

He gave me an eskimo kiss then left me to sort out my thoughts. I loved the way his lips touched mine. His kiss made me wanna melt but i know better than to give him complete control so early. I've only accepted him as a mate and not as a lover.

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[As if there is any difference dumb host. You already love him.]

A childish voice speaks sitting in a black abyss with nothing but a glowing orb that showed the image of  Shu.

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[Hello~ readers. I'm the ‘LIVE WELL SYSTEM’. I am glad you all like the journey of my host who, to me, appears to be amnesiac. He will live a good live in a few chapters and then we will have a new arc. Hopefully HIS soul  shard will merge again and let HIM live. Until next time, readers~] 
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