KEEP HIM SANE

ARC 5.5

MC POV:-

I fell asleep feeling very paranoid for some reason. I definitely shouldn't have watched that horror movie all alone. I look around very vigilantly but the paranoia was still there. I tried to fall asleep but i felt Iike someone was watching me. I get up when i couldn't take it anymore and simply started searching my room for any thing that could cause a threat to me. I searched and searched but found nothing however I noticed a very faint red dot in the wardrobe of mine. I open the wardrobe to look into the matter and found a very small hidden camera.

A hi-hidden cam-era?!

I rush out of my house as fast as i could. Having nowhere to be i call jae to pick me up from my place. In less than fifteen minutes he was there. When i met him in the lobby, i could see how tensed he was only because I couldn't stop crying. Only when i was drained of energy did i let myself fall asleep in the arms of the one i felt safe in.

Waking up in his room, i still feel very weirded out. Someone stalks me? Since when? Why did i not feel anything before? Was i so careless? Do they have any disgusting pictures of me?

Jae was still asleep but i could not sleep anymore. I get up and look around the house. It was beautiful and i loved each and every bit of it but...

But my paranoia didn't vanish at all. I looked in the rooms to check out if there were any good rooms to stay in since I cannot always stay in Jae's room. I had searched around ten rooms and each was much more beautiful than the previous. The last room in the corridor had a weird set up. There were computers, a huge black chair, and some files. I thought that if they were work files i could help him for giving me shelter and also picking me up at such an urgent notice.

I switch on the computer and the first thing i notice is a picture of me. I didn't open the files yet because I wanted to check any previous files on the computer but what I found horrified me.

There were pictures of me changing clothes, eating, cooking, coming out of the bathroom, walking around the house in my pajamas and so many more.

“Wh-what?”

“You were not meant to see that Xavier.”

I turn around. Jae was standing there with his jaw and fists clenched, looking like a predator.  I tear up.

“It was y-you?”

“Of course it was me. Who else would it be?”

“WHY? You knew! You knew I'd be afraid! Why did you stalk me? For how long?”

“Easy love. I've wanted you ever since I saw you but you never wanted me, i had to stoop this low only because you wouldn't keep me in your eyes. You know I love you. You realise i fucking love you but always leave me hanging. I will keep you and you will love me .”

“Bu-but i did love you!”

“Y-you what?”

“I loved you very much but i was worried. I would hold no significance to you! What if you left me whenever you felt like!”

“You thought of me that way? Then prove it... Love me and prove it”

“NO, YOU BROKE MY  TRUST. I SHALL NEVER LOVE YOU AGAIN!!!”

I yell my lungs out. Before I could comprehend anything, i felt myself be wrapped in someone's arms. I tried to fight against him but a cold drop stopped me. More such cold drops fell on my hand and i realised that he was crying. I don't know what to do... Should  I give him another chance? Or not?

“I love you, i want you, i need you, and at this point I cannot hold myself back. Be mine please”

“I-I need t-time ”

“You can have all the time in the world, i promise i won't force you to do anything you dislike but just trust me. I won't stalk you either...”

His words were not empty, for sure. I could feel the pain, sadness through his eyes.

I took a deep breath hugging jae tightly.

“Let's give it a go”

“Really?”

“Yeah...”

His lips crashed into mine. His hands snaked around my waist and his tears didn't stop falling down his face. Even i started tearing up and a few years escaped. But he broke the kiss and licked them away.

“You are to only cry out of pleasure, never from sadness or pain. I'll make sure of it”

I nod my head because it's the  only thing i could think of to do.