As I wish {the second part of my autobiography}. ✔️

Tattoos

I remember the first tattoo I got was my imaginary best friend spanking the swear and water molecule now swearing water molecule because I can't seem to keep a cap on it myself either. So I ended up going to a wonderful place that was cleaner than my room cleaner than baits where I work And I clean that place like a bastard this place just called to North tattoo and I was given the chance to get my first tattoo which was the swearing water molecule Spanky. When I got the tattoo during the tattooing process and having the ink embedded in my skin I didn't flinch I didn't do shit all except breathe and live I may have smiled a bit and then mail if I ever passed out it was because I was falling asleep I was so soothed like a dog gets a good valley rub or a good scratch on the back for doing something good this was my way of saying I'm doing something good and soothing myself for it through this it was not painful I hear a lot of people bitching in great Bend about tattoos hurting like a motherfucker excuse me that is not the truth with me because I do not have a pain tolerance if I have any pain it's emotional pain which is a lot worse than physical pain. I had to push myself to the limit beyond the limit until the next thing you know I'm throwing up the next day with exercise or with other strenuous activities that might hurt the average person. Or put the average person in hospital. Do I go out pain seeking no I'm not a masocastt but when I was getting the first tattoo I was like who is everyone screaming and bitching about I was like sleeping at this point when I was almost finish the tattoo or almost Rachana foils and then I was like OK I'm like I'm going to have a nice nap time is it so calm down soothed and stuff. It was kind of strange it was my first tattoo and I didn't even wins. The fact that I got the first tattoo by a professional and not by my idiot self on my tell you another story about that later was very magical and I was able to take care of it a lot easier than if I had done the tattoo myself.
All I needed was that special bandage for a few days or whatever the tattoo artist prescribes and then I just need Aveeno and non-scented shit and I was good that was all. I was very happy when I got Spanky and then I ended up moving towards my second tattoo which was for my mother because she was having blood clots galore and I knew she was going to go sometime. So I drew a Jupiter with a mandala design why do it why a Jupiter.  Because my mother is the Jupiter pearl. That is a pearl that is so big and round and perfect that you cannot find it anywhere. That is what my mother was the perfect mother on the planet yeah she did be reversed my right ear drum yes she really put me in a few Parties that I didn't like but she was still a good mother nonetheless and one of the best and had my back all the time. Was she a perfect woman know but she was a good woman. And I was very happy to have her as my mother and I said I chose you to be my mother I chose the other bitch for physical attributes for some odd reason.   The other bitch being my birth mother. She was not a good woman to begin with she LOL I don't wanna say this cause I was a sexual assault victim just a few months ago but the fact that she could've killed me because she was raped and was it was allowed by the government, at the time in Romania so I was not very happy with her I called her dopey Tweedle dough To Dupee and everything else in Twitter nothing against the actual social media app but that's what I call people who are stupid. He was stupid because he was trying to abort me and trying to get rid of me in any which way or form. She was not a good woman to begin with. And I think she has a psychiatric issues or psychopathy one of the two I didn't know but she was a really off said my mother the Jupiter pearl. When I got that tattoo it cost $300 straight up $300 and that's when I the side job now I'm deciding to get a second job and get the tattoo the lie one or the tattoos I want a good fashion. I don't believe in thinking that you should be bagging off people are selling your shit just to get a tattoo get a job what do you value of money and you might see something that might help you in your future you're investing in your skin and then yourself think about it you're investing in yourself.
Would I drop what I'm doing right now and do tattooing if I could yes I would because it would be something that would get me through school and it would get me tattoos as well would I be covered from headed toe and tattoos now because I don't believe that I should be to the point where I can't remember what ethnicity I am so I say if you tattoos on the legs few tattoos are on the arm the one on the chest one on the revenant certain I'm done. And as far as why I let pros do this all this is a real shit show.......   I tried to pierce myself with a professional piercing kit something I would not suggest you do go to a fucking professional because it's gonna help you clean it easier and take care of it and and it's a lot easier on your nerves then doing it yourself and what I mean your nerves and me don't have to several a fucking nerve in paralyze half your face  leave that to the winter weather when it comes out.  I remember having to go to the hospital and I ended up with a small very minute nude staff infection from my medusa piercing and I said fuck this I'm and then the person who took me to the emergency room and said just go to a professional the next time the next time was a tattoo and I went to a professional and it went beautifully second time beautifully and I am expecting a third time but just as good. Do it yourself is more like do idiot yourself.