As I wish {the second part of my autobiography}. ✔️

Writing

Why do I write come on ask me that question why do I write I'll tell you why I write. I write because I've been reading most of my life and writing most of my life I've had a lot of practice in the school as well as in later time. Whether it be journalling or otherwise I've been doing a lot of writing. Poetry mostly but it turned out to be something else when I discovered Wattpad. It was a treatment for my PTSD that was self-imposed. It was just the idea of writing and getting ideas getting them organized or you think twice before you write think twice before he speaks in twice before you act kind of thing it's a wonderful activity and it teaches you patience and everything else that you need to learn in life. It's a self-imposed PTSD treatment for me because to me I believe you create your way out of your problems instead of feeling sorry for yourself and being distractive i.e. like my father or i.e. like my aunt. Instead of having a behaviour I have a creative moment instead and do something creative when I'm pissed off. In this case I write a lot.
I am at the point where I have hypographia where is the obsessive point where are you obsessively right. Why because I enjoy riding it's fine it's easy you don't have to have a blood pressure machine some people cork to lower their blood pressure some people just draw to do Drop their blood pressure or watch TV in case it with my father it would be TVs and movies they would drop his blood pressure to me reading a book or writing is my way of lowering my blood pressure not that I have any blood pressure problems but sometime do you feel it.   And sometimes you can feel it clean cleanse your mind as you're writing or dictating through your microphone on your device on Wattpad and it's very cleansing and very soothing kind of like my first tattoo and second tattoo and maybe my third tattoo is very painless tedious but painless bread it's well worth the time and money. I would recommend that you were right it's a good past time to write and enjoy life and help other people see how you see and view the world. in this case with my biographies this is my second biography or memoir is that I am noting people or educating people on PTSD and Juggalos and we are just human beings we're nothing more nothing less than that. Opposable thumbs and emotions that's it. What we do with those matter most in my opinion because why you insane clown posse. They have influenced every aspect of my life to the point where I am in the straight narrow always been in the straight and arrow.
I was down with the clowns since I was six years old and I'll be down with a clown till I'm dead in the ground kind of thing. But am I a criminal according to my criminal check I am not a criminal I had that done once because I was going to apply for a job and then I found out it was quickly clean nothing at all not even a drop of ink. Then I ended up deciding the struggle is not all are criminals or convex or an ex convicts some of us are just trying to live life and we don't even have a fucking record player. So don't even bother starting with that we are a gang or anything because that's not true we're just people trying to take a shit in the bathroom or trying to sort our life issues. Excuse me for the toilet talk.   But that's all we are are human beings so unless are calling Vicks and make mistakes some of us like me haven't done a shit to offend anyone so I don't know why some people are up and saying where a gang the dragon Lowe's are gang and that the insane clown posse are gangsters no that's not sure we're just trying to teach ourselves to be human that we are supposed to be only human and that we make mistakes and how we fix them is how we make our lives.   I couple of times I've read and about a juggle at being an FBI agent or juggle that being involved with an FBI agent either way I'm trying to put the two together so they don't act like water and oil. Because I also believe in fidelity bravery and integrity but I also believe and fam.  
I think both FBI and Juggalos are just trying to do what everyone is trying to do live life to the fullest and I don't think we should condemn each other because of our lifestyles I don't live the full Juggalo lifestyle yes I am a juggalette but I am not want to do pot or Drink or party as I am a prohibitionist in fact I'm pretty boring as a juggalette.   I am a juggalette and I'm damn well fucking proud of it and I'll say that right now. Have I fucked up in life yes but it wasn't to the point where it was documented on paper nor will it ever be. Unless I really say something stupid.
To be my friends whether they be at my group home for some people on Facebook that I consider close friends I consider them family more than my idiot relatives that are documented on paper. I am more apt to say Homie or friend as family instead of cousin or aunt uncle or something because those people getting stabbed in the back right away or as a friend never well what is your real family frankly, friends.   And I have some friends down to the very end I've had some friends that designed some tattoos for me I have friends that I have even written about in books. It happened just positive experiences and stuff in their family to me even though he may have lost heart I still believe that we're family and that we pick our family we don't get born into a family we get born into a batch of people that are a bunch of shit heads.   And family is actually loyalty which comes from Fidelity brave red entirety so I think the FBI can take their Juggalo gang thing and stick it because I'm not telling you this to be mean but I'm just saying this to be frank and truthful I'm always brutally honest.