It's not between a leaf and a thorn.
It's between the dark and the day,
It's between the fire and the water.
Not just a child's fight,
It's the war for love
It's the war for desire.
"who is that krish? " I asked with my eyes full of tears
"My da...
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As I had decided I have been ignoring her from the past seven days. Yes it's been a week since I last see or speak to her . My heart is hurting to do this but it's for her own good.
Even my mom asked yesterday like why is eda looking so despair lately. I shrugged and left to focus on my exams.
I am a fiend, she might be hating me now for shutting down her offer. Why wouldn't she though? Boys are eager just to get one glimpse of her in her college and here I am being a fucking jerk to her.
Hope she won't get into any trouble cause of my un verbal rejection, I know she is very matured and confident but inside a very emotional girl.
Tomorrow is my last exam and I am very much excited to work on my next plans and goals.
I have already applied for a passport , it's not like I am leaving just after exams. I will be leaving around this season next year. Cause there are many things that have to be settled here first besides I have to give an exam to get into a uni in big apple.
I expected a message from her saying it's just a prank but deep down I want her to truly love me. I know am sounding so selfish right now, I shouldn't be expecting this, her waiting for me for the rest of her life. Call me a Psychopath for thinking like this but I am so in love with her,so deeply since childhood, but circumstances didn't let my heart work on it's own.
If I had allowed my body to listen to my heart I am sure I would have made love to her many times by now.
Thoughts about her always heats up my body and it frustrates me for easily getting distracted by her. Damn you Eda Dahiya.
I started scribbling on book only not to fail on my last exam. My grades are so much important to get into any uni.
When I am about to have dinner with mom and dad at eight in the evening my phone pinged with a message.
I almost thought it's from her but it's from natasha saying she is leaving to her home town and will return to this city after a month. I sighed nonetheless left to have food.
I am so disappointed don't know wheather it's cause of natasha's leaving to her hometown or for not receiving a message from her.
"How are you writing the exams so far?" Dad asked while we are eating.
Both of them came back home around seven in the evening, only after mom checking all the work done by maids and dad after the night shift gaurd arrives. He is not just eda's bodyguard but the head of protection team of Dahiya's.
"I am doing pretty well" I pushed a cooked,spicy paneer cube inside my mouth and answered while munching on it Leasuirely.
Suddenly nostalgia hit me, on my eighteenth birthday mom asked over my friends, she prepared many food items and paneer tikka masala is one of them. Eda loved paneer recipe so much that day, despite being a health freak she had those oily yet tasty paneer cubes whole heartedly. I still remember her face, it was glowing,the love she had for the curry is evident on her face, her face says everything.
