It's not between a leaf and a thorn.
It's between the dark and the day,
It's between the fire and the water.
Not just a child's fight,
It's the war for love
It's the war for desire.
"who is that krish? " I asked with my eyes full of tears
"My da...
His words keep on playing in my head making my decision of coming here a regret. Why is every one blaming me for coming here? I just wanna know the answers maybe then I will be at peace and try to move on. All these years I thought I am happy but the realisations slowly changed my mind. I am still loathing in the past.
I woke up around four next day, new places always make it hard to fall asleep.
I stood by the window to admire this spectacular view before me. I have no work to do for the coming days I will just roam around here, at this time it's too chilly outside, foggy air, green boundaries, big palace. Damn it's like a tourist place
I walk up to fourth floor on the spiral staircase, with my head set on. Fasting and Furious song by Jordindian is blaring in my ears. Shiva suggested me to watch their videos on YouTube but having no time on hand I didn't so he made me watch one daily during lunch break. I know watching mobile whilst eating is not a good thing but who cares. What I even do living 100 years?
This floor is as big as others, left has a huge theater and play room. Right side has a big gym room and a small garden area. This tiny garden area is constructed well with clean boundaries, all are vegetable plants. Yesterday I saw few rows of leafy vegetable beside porch area.
There's a huge glass before plants, they will open after sun rise I think.
I open door to gym room, as I expected it's stuffed with all types of equipments. I opened windows to let the natural air in, soon the room temperature lowered with the entry of fresh cold air. I pulled out one yoga mat from rack and laid it in one corner. I started with basic warm up.
After an hour or so while doing adho mukha svanasana I see krishna doing renegade rows in another corner. With songs playing I didn't see him coming.
Sweat is dripping from all his body and is glistening under new sunlight. Damn, he looks hot. I couldn't believe the man said those things to me yesterday,well beautiful face has no good heart. Gritting my teeth I continued yoga.
Feeling pain in ears I removed the head set and placed it aside.
While doing head stand door opened with a thud and entered reza, pooja. They both stopped seeing us.
"It's so hot in here pooja"
"Yes I don't think it's right time for us to work out" She said turning away
"I am leaving in a couple of minutes" I said.For them it might look we are trying to get back together but only I know how much his words hurt me yesterday. He is not the same anymore or I just simply don't know him from inside.
"Hey eda we are just kidding, you can continue" Pooja chuckled and left to another corner. I was done by six thirty in the morning, I placed the mat back in it's place and stood by the window to enjoy the sun, the rising and setting pattern changes in new York unlike India.
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