It's not between a leaf and a thorn.
It's between the dark and the day,
It's between the fire and the water.
Not just a child's fight,
It's the war for love
It's the war for desire.
"who is that krish? " I asked with my eyes full of tears
"My da...
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"Yeah you don't worry I will take care of that" I cut the call irritated at the person other side, it's already nearing midnight and this viraj wants me to deal with few of our patients. I won't feel this way daily I have been feeling low since yesterday, dad says it's normal in a surgeon's life well I love my profession but sometimes it gets more than I could take. I didn't had any food from morning, viraj's cousin's marriage is coming he got busy helping her so I have to look after patients on behalf of him.
"You didn't leave yet?" Came my guy best friend's voice
"Nope I still have some work" I said stomping my foot
"Come,I will help you" He chuckled seeing my distress
"You are not gonna dabble right?" I stop in my tracks to look at him
"No eda, why would I play with poor lives like you"
"Asshole" I huffed and we resume our walk towards ICU "I have no energy left inside to fight with you" He chuckle again "Smile how much you want I will complain to eva"
"On what?" We both enter inside
"That you flirted with akansha last weekend in pub"
"My baby won't believe shit like that" He shrugged, yes they are so deep into each other. She definitely won't believe me over him.
The sad part is I am twenty four still a virgin my sister eva is twenty one and she is no more a virgin. The fuck? Will i ever loose my virginity, I doubt so. I can't even stay in viraj's arms more than five minutes how will we fuck?
"What should I do now?"
"Check his nervous conditions duh" Shiva is a neurologist, he worked his ass off to get where he was today. I am privileged cause of my father but that doesn't mean I am dumb, I secured a rank and did my best. But in shiva's condition he got talent equal to a seasoned doctor. My dad literally requested him to join in our hospital and we can't be anymore happy. Everyone in our family knew about these two and they adore the couple. Shiva is a good man, my best friend, successful doctor and moreover loves my sister more than anything on this earth so it's just a matter time to get them tie the knot. His love for my sister is so intense, deep sometimes it feels like dream to see them so in love, my little eva has grown up so much.
Around twelve we pack up and left in our cars
"Sorry adi I have a lot of work"
"Don't be ridiculous eda, I am your bodyguard and it's my job"
"So? You get tired too"
"I do nothing but roaming around you like a lost puppy, you keep on working whole day darling" He passed me a take out
"Thank you" He just nodded, I soon dig into the delicious food
It wasn't new to me It never gets bored to me To be a surgeon I am happy Family, friends make everything so comfortable and less painful but I have this unknown feeling inside. I often feel unsatisfied even while laughing with my loved people,and I don't wanna complicate it by Overthinking and assuming. I know I am still not in love with viraj well he knows too but we are waiting for that magical situation to happen. I respect him a lot for his character, it didn't took him a week to forgive me and come back for me hearing about the scandal that day, he loves me so much. I thought of marrying him last year itself but I don't wanna rush things, first I want to be comfortable with him which I am right now. Coming to the intimacy it's a disaster, so we started this dating concept, one day my body accepts him and I will wait. I don't make my body suffer or his emotions.
