xoxo || a gossip girl fanfic

the specktator party

outfit: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/662944007664914193/ i got to the party, extremely tired because i haven't slept in a few days. wren has been up all day and all night, and it's exhausting. i don't want to throw nate under the bus but he hasn't been around since the specktator took off. i went into the bathroom to sit on one of those fancy chairs they have at events when i saw blair walk in. then there was serena. "awe the trio is back together!" i exclaimed. but serena totally interrupted me by walking over to blair and saying, "when louis told me you were coming to the party i didn't know that ment to hide in the bathroom the whole time." "i'm not hiding. i'm primping. they are very different. one is done in a dark corner, the other reflects light-reflecting powder." blair pointed out. "b, what's going on, i feel like we've barely talked since your back." serena stated. "wedding planning has been all consuming." blair replied. "you've had your wedding planned since you were twelve." serena stated. "whatever it is you can tell us." i pointed out. blair explained how she made a promise to god to stay away from chuck. "blair that's why you cut chuck out of your life?" serena asked. "b, that nurse wasn't an angel." i pointed out. "i know that, but.. one minute he was dead, and then i made a promise, and he was a live." blair stated. "that wasn't a miracle. that's modern medicine." i pointed out. "chuck is fine now." serena add. "god would understand that you changed your mind." i stated. "don't you think i've tried? i've been going to church every day. dan's been going with me trying to figure out a way through this. i went to talk to father about it this afternoon." blair replied. "now do you see? there's no way out of it. if anything ever happened to chuck i would feel like it's all my fault. i made a vow to marry louis and that's what i'm gonna do." blair added. "you can't base the rest of your life off of one moment." i pointed out. "god doesn't punish people for being in love." serena added. "he wouldn't want you to marry someone you didn't want to be with." i stated. "louis has been wonderful. i don't not love him." blair pointed out. "well then come clean. he and chuck think your having an affair with dan." i said. "what?" blair asked. "they have photos of the two of you at a townhouse and they're going to out them if you don't tell the truth." serena replied. "never. if it means keeping chuck safe then i'll endure public humiliation of alledughtey  sleeping with humphrey. i'll lose everything before i have to lose chuck again." blair stated. "i probably should go break the news." serena said, standing up and leaving. "i'll stay with you if that's what you want." i offered. "that would be nice." blair said, putting her head on my shoulder. louis came into the bathroom. "i should find nate." i said, getting up. when i got up i got a call from chris. "hey what's up?" i asked, picking up the phone. "hey queen! you'll never guess what i got you! two things actually!" chris exclaimed. "what is it?" i questioned. "you're playing elle woods in legally blonde the musical and you're going to the met gala!" chris squealed. "no way! i thought they didn't want me because i didn't respond!" i replied. "that was for the vampire diaries! they totally want you for legally blonde! you start monday! now go kiss your boo for new years!" chris exclaimed. "okay! email me the details!" i stated. "already done! happy new year!" chris replied, hanging up. nate came up to me and asked me why i was smiling. "i'm going on broadway and i'm going to the met gala!" i exclaimed. "jesus! that's amazing aspen!" nate replied, hugging me. "i'm so excited!" i exclaimed. "you should be! come on! fifteen seconds till midnight!" nate exclaimed. ten. nine. eight. seven. six. five. four. three. two. one! happy new years! nate kissed me. he tasted like champagne. "happy new years. i love you." he stated. "i love you too." i replied, kissing him again.