Broken Souls (Book 1 of Seasons of the Cycle)

Chapter 59 - Bothvar Beorcolsson

I have no idea how my father convinced my mother to let my younger siblings and Thora train, although Svala isn't all that young. She's a summer or two away from being old enough to raid herself. Bodvar isn't that far behind. Thora still has a way to go, only being still my age when Arngunn's parents died, but she's able to hold a sword, so she must train.

The cave is growing crowded. The old men have brought their children to train as well. Aldam had sent for several more anvils and tools. The sound of hammers on metal echoes through the mountains. The men and several women, including the daughters of Einar, Throst, and Koll all look to me to lead them. Even my father has joined in and follows my lead. Part of me thinks they are all fools. What right do I have to lead? Wherever I go, death follows like a shadow I can't outrun.

I must say, however, we've made much progress since the first day we started down this path after the battle with the giants. Those who came first, Solmund, Griotgard, Skardi, Einar, Koll, and Throst are well on their way to making weapons, helms, and breastplates. It seems Aldam's way of training is far more effective than the method I used.

My siblings are not far behind. Especially Thormar, which surprises me. I never thought of him as a warrior, but he is proving me wrong. Bodvar is unsurprisingly progressing just as fast. He's already on the bracelets, as well as Svala. Even Thora is showing strength beyond her cycles. She complains a lot, she's combative, stubborn, fool-hardy, and foul-mouth. Just like her father and mother in many ways. She complains just as much as Asfrid did and is just as fool-hardy and stubborn as Thorkel. I don't know where she learns the words that come out of her mouth, but when I do find out, I might just cut out their tongue.

I spar with the child as she wears the bracelets, slowing her movements. "This is so not fair! These bracelets are heavy. I could hit you if I didn't wear them."

"The bracelets give you strength. The harder the struggle, the stronger you get."

She just growls as she tries her best to attack. I swat her strikes away and cover her body with bruises. "Too slow. You'll have to do better than that if you hope to take up the sword and join us on raids."

She grits her teeth and glares at me. She digs her practice sword into the ground and tries to fling rocks at me. I laugh as I beat them away while dodging her strikes. "You try to use that trick on me again, huh? You'll have to do better."

She lunges and feigns the overhead before going to a cross strike. I jump back and sweep her legs out as she tumbles down. She rolls to her side and slams her fist against the ground. She gets up and breaks the wooden practice sword on her knee, chucking it.

"Thora! You can't keep letting your anger fluster you. Anger blinds you in battle and that leads to mistakes. It makes you careless. Now go fetch another stick and make yourself another practice sword. Stop breaking them so needlessly," I say in a chastising tone. She huffs, practically growling at me before she turns heel and walks away muttering insults.

She's grown wild and restless. That little girl who sat by my side at the dock not that long ago seems to have been lost. This girl who has taken her place is full of anger. I can understand that fury. Her anger isn't without merit. She is mad at the world for the injustice of growing up without her parents. The only way to quell it is to burn it out of her through hard work and discipline.

I oversee the progress of the others. Vog Einarson and his sister Thorgunna are working with the pebble along with Throst's daughters, Asvor, Alfdis, and one named Arngunn... a name that brings me much pain, along with Asdis and Alfeidi. Most of them seem to complain, particularly Arngunn. She is nothing like my Arni. It's hard to even speak the name out loud.