dancing on broken glass

27. beach

Skye

"I'm just kidding babe" He laughed out, looking at my shocked expression

"Not cool bro, not cool" I bit out, feigning anger

"I'm sorry sis" He but back

"I am not your sister" i almost growled

"And I am not your brother"

"hmph" i breath out, with a pout and crossed arms, causing him to burst out laughing.

We decided on watching Aladdin, the newer version cause obviously, it's the best.

*dramatic eye roll*

We collected a ton of blankets and candy (no doubt) to make a fort and cuddle. duh.

Half way through the movie, i felt a heavy weight on my lap, I looked down to see Chase, almost asleep, giving me a sheepish smile. I laughed and shook my head, smiling back.

Before i knew it, I was dozing off too, slowly sliding down the couch, causing Chase to readjust so that we were both comfy, with him laying on my chest and his hands around my waist while i caged his head with my hands, my fingers entangled in his hair.

...

We woke up in a similar position. Well I woke up first and had no choice but to stay still while Chase slept on my chest

Soon after, Chase woke up, claiming he knew i was awake cause he sensed a change in my breathing pattern. Weirdo.

It was about 10 when Chase and I made it to the beach. In one piece, which is the biggest achievement considering i drove.

Upon reaching the beach, i removed my oversized top, leaving me in a black bikini.

Chase took off his tshirt, only to be left in a matching pair of black shorts.

We looked for an empty spot and kept our beach bags down, before running towards the water at the no so crowded beach.

We both splashed in simultaneously, already surrounded by fish of different colors and species.

We go further in before I feel myself getting tugged at my foot. Panic takes over me and i try to shout for help, but before I could, my head was underwater.

Black was all i could see for s couple of seconds before I resurfaced to a laughing Chase. He was so gonna get it from me.

"YOU MISTER BETTER WATCH OUT CAUSE WHEN I CATCH YOU, I'M GOING TO CUT YOUR BALLS OFF AND HANG THEM IN MY CAR LIKE FUZZY DICE." I screamed at him as he started swimming in the opposite direction after taking a look at my angry face.

We mess around in the water for a little longer, with me being unable to catch him until we got onto the beach. We stood side by side, admiring the sun that was now making its home below the surface, the sky, dripping into darkness.

I suddenly felt someone's hand around my waist, pulling me towards them. I look up at Chase, who's grinning down at me. He leans down and presses his warm, soft lips against my cheek. I swear I've never felt this way before, not even with Blaze.

Sure he's not as hot as Blaze, but his personality makes him ten times hotter.

Honestly, personality over looks.

I tuck in closer to him, smiling, and returning the favor, giving him a kiss on the cheek.

He slyly turned his head towards me, planting a kiss on my lips. It was slow and soft, full of adoration. I kissed him back with passion, engrossed in the feeling of his lips.

We decided to take this further and headed towards the car. Getting in fast. He drove, speeding through the streets, while we kissed at every red light, craving each other.

We reached home safe, andthe second we were through the doors, we were on one another.

By the time we reached the room, we were already half undressed. Chase continued to nip my neck, making his way down to the swell in my chest. BY the time he got to my sensitive area, while kissing my inner thigh, my breathing deepened, not in a good way.

My mind started racing, flashbacks of Blaze and David creeping into my mind. I was shaking.
The blood pounded in my ears. My heart thudded in my chest. My hands shook, feet tingled. My vision disfigured, as if I were looking through a fish-eye lens. I had to get away. I wanted out, again. Drive, and I could cause an accident. Not drive, and I was still too close to the memories haunting me. I cried harder, My chest growing tight as bile rose in my throat, knowing that there was no way out and that I would have to deal with this panic attack head on. I was scared, scared of everything.

I suddenly felt someone hold me, causing me to flinch. I look up through my blurred vision, seeing Chase, who was looking shocked and confused.

"I'm right here, my love. I'm not going anywhere. I'm sorry for moving too fast and not seeking your consent. But, you're safe with me bubba, I'm not going to hurt you, no one is." He kept reassuring me, whispering sweet nothings in my ear while giving me a comforting bear hug. He reminded me that this is a feeling I would feel for a limited period of time. He held me tight, continuously apologizing, and i let him.

I soon calmed down, my tears dried and my heart rate normalized.

I looked up at Chase and wrapped my arms around him tighter, forgetting the fact that we were both naked. It was my turn to apologize.

"I'm so sorry Chase, I just got flashbacks and I started panicking. Im extremely so-"

"Stop apologizing for it bubba. Its alright, its not your fault. I should have taken things slow. Never apologize for crying or getting a panic or anxiety attack again. You hear me? Im here for you, no matter what. As a friend, as a brother, as a boyfriend, if you'd let me be. Skye, may I get the opportunity to be your boyfriend?" he asked.

I sent him a wide smile and nodded. He squeezed me, tight. "and definitely as a boyfriend, whenever you need me and as whatever you need me to be. I'm here for you, my angel."

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