I want to become the end
I want to become the blackhole that swallows the world
The crescendo of this magnificent life you lead
The final breath you draw
I want to become the end of you
The flash of memories beneath your lidded eyes
The summer warmth Boreas takes away to make room for winter
The final sounds you hear, or even the final beat of your heart
I want to consume you
I want to recycle whatever God thinks is finished
Admire his handiwork on your soul
Figure out all the colors that grace your canvas body
I want to be Death
I want to steal you away
If we aren't meant to be in this life, let us be in death
Let's haunt others for the fun of it
Let's do everything we couldn't do in life
If we aren't meant to meet in life,
Let God take me to where you are in death
Let me keep company with you where I couldnt before
Let me never leave your side ever again
I want to become the end
If we are meant to be in life,
Let me blink and find myself beside you
Let me watch the tides of your chest
Let me plant secret kisses on your sacred body
I want to be your eternity
The lingering ghost who comes alive at your gaze
The ruined woman who becomes holy at your warmth
The companion worthy of you, if you would let me try
I want to let you see my every vulnerable ruin
Love me anyway
I want to see your every hidden scar
And love you anyway
I want to kiss you, better than any novel kiss
I want to pull you close till we become oneAnd I'm sorry that I love you.
