Panic

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               ¤▪︎¤Jisung's Pov¤▪︎¤

His hand was gripping mine slightly when we kissed. Something was up there,I just don't know what that would be. It scares me to think about the future anymore because what if mom and dad find out about me being friends with Felix?

They won't like it but they refuse to tell me why I should hate his family. Minho looks at me as he presses his lips together so he doesn't smile "I don't know what you are talking about Han Jisung"

"Okay first you don't have to call me by my full name, you aren't my parents. And second, you kissed me back so I hardly call that hating me" I playfully tell him before Felix chimes in.

"Hate and love are on the same coin brother" Felix teases him as he leaves the car running.

"I'm sorry did someone tell you to butt in?" Minho teases him back yelling softly before turning his attention back on me "You are way too hot to be wasting your time on me Jisung" Hot? Seriously. Wait, did that sentence literally come out of his mouth? Okay, welp I must have been transported to another dimension.

"Yeah yeah. So you say but damn you are as well so don't give me that shit." I quickly give him a peck on the lips "Goodnight" I whisper to him before getting out of the car running to my house.

I didn't give him enough time to really react but I have a feeling that he is probably either flustered or mad right now. My mother is waiting for me at the front door when I walk in the door. Her face is turned to a scowl as he looks at me. Shit, has she already caught on?

"You are a couple minutes past curfew, where have you been?" Father has his hand on his hip which tells me he is pissed at me. He doesn't know Chan too well other than that fact that we have known each other since Elementary school.

"I walked home since Chan wasn't feeling well, he said something about his head was hurting. I feel bad that he missed his party though."

"So he let strangers roam around his house?" He looked at me shocked as he is starting to believe it, I think anyway.

"Yeah, he does crazy stuff like that all the time and doesn't partially think about it. But of course with the loud music it's no surprise."

"Oh, you couldn't get another ride home?" Why is He asking so many questions today? I mean normally I can go anywhere and as long as I am on curfew,I am...oh yeah that makes sense.

"I only knew him and Changbin there and he doesn't drive. His big sister is the one who drove him there. I would have called but my phone went dead" It's not actually dead, I just turned it off before I went into the party.

My mother comes in as she rubs his shoulders. Her dark brown eyes are looking at me softly as she winks. My mother isn't as harsh as my father is and she knows how to get him off my grill. I just hope they never do find out about this all.

           | ♥︎ | Minho's Pov| ♥︎ |

Me and Felix are sitting in the car sitting in silence for a few seconds before Felix turns around to look at me after he got in the car since he didn't acutally run that far away from the car. "Brother, what the actual fuck? What is going on between you and Jisung? Like don't take this the wrong way, I don't mind whatever that was, I'm just confused as hell."

If I'm being honest I have no clue but Felix won't take that as a answer either "I have had a-" I take a deep breath "Nevermind."

"No no no, we are not doing that. Tell me or I am not letting you out of the car" Felix says, locking the car doors.

"I can just break the window, don't underestimate me"

"Mother and father would kick your ass"

"You want- yeah I know. Fuck. We are drunk, let's just call it a night Yongbok"

"You aren't drunk and I know when Jisung is drunk as well so don't pull that card. You are running out of cards." He starts up the car as he pulls into our driveway. I hope Jisung made it home okay. I mean he wouldn't get lost.

"There's nothing for us. We aren't friends, friends with benefits, and we aren't lovers. We are two men that can't do anything to each other" I force the lock open by hand before walking inside and straight to my room. Mom and dad are asleep anyways.

I can't believe that Jisung kissed me multiple times today. Why? I can't understand why he would want to do it. I understand when he was slightly drunk but now?

My cheeks heat up just thinking about our interactions tonight. But there is something else that shakes me to my core. That flash of whatever the fuck I saw when Jisung kissed me. Who is Dal and Taeyang? It literally translates to Moon and Sun in English.

I am fluent in English because of Felix. He taught me English since we were abroad in Australia for two years when Jisung was in Malaysia. We were there in Australia because that's where my mother's side of the family is from and our grandma was in bad health back then.

But I was feeling those people's emotions. I don't understand where that came from or why it is happening to me. Can Jisung see that too or is it a mental disorder? I walk out of my room as I can't deal with being in my thoughts alone right now. If I do that, I will never relax.

I walk into the bathroom after grabbing a towel and placing music on before taking a shower. Little did I know, it wouldn't be the only time that would end up happening. This wouldn't be the end of the weird visions and my interactions with Jisung but more of a start.

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