Forbidden 🔐 Minsung

Turning Of A New Leaf

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I fearfully look up at the monitor as I see the heart monitor drop from 120 to 80 to 50 setting off the alarm. Oh no, no. Please no. The doctor comes in touching my shoulder "You have to leave his side, he is in good care."

"Please just let me stay with him. He's all I have." The tears stream down my face before two security picks my up by my arms dragging me out of the room.

All I could say was "Please" before the door slammed in my face and security drops me down on the ground. "I still want you Minho. I need you. I'm sorry I didn't express that enough. Come back I still need you." I manage to say before Felix  kneels down next to me.

"The doctors here are the best, they can take care of him, you won't lose him" He says before helping me to my feet as we walk to the waiting room for any sign of hope.

I run my fingers through my hair as I know for certain that there is no way I am leaving this hospital or his bedside once they allow me to. "How did that happen so quickly?" I knew I shouldn't have been selfish and touched him.

I need to work tomorrow but I can have Chan, my closest work friend, go into our apartment and get my computer. "Minho is too stubborn to die, you know that right?"

Die, there is a big chance of him dying then I will never get to hear him say that he loves me ever again or bicker playfully at each other. All those good mornings and waiting until those last two classes will be nothing but pain for me.

Everything reminds me of him, everything I know now is in some form connected to him. I'm just afraid he is slipping through my fingertips like quicksand.

Felix cracks a small smile to me as I hold his hand sticking it in my pocket. Felix looks at me with wide eyes but still plays along. I slip the ring on his left finger before quickly letting go.

I whisper to him "I told the hospital that you and I are engaged. Please play along so I can still see Minho."

Felix blinks nervously a couple of times before nodding. Now the only thing for me to worry about other than Minho is his mother. How am I going to be trapped in here with her all day and nights?

"So Han,when did you and my son start dating?" She asks me with her cold stare on me. I see his father getting up and leaving the room and the hospital as his job called him back once more.

Shit so the only other person that is on my side is Felix. And he'll eventually leave for class or home too which is scary on it's own.

"It will soon be a year Mrs.Lee." I know I shouldn't be telling her the truth but it will do nothing but work against me if I don't.

"Were you not afraid of us?" She asks me as she crosses her legs and arms. She is definitely intimidating like Minho, at least I know where he gets it from.

"Yes, however love overpowers everything. Even though I knew it was not only a risk for me, but a risk for him, the decision was made on mutual terms." To translate that, it was a decision that we both met and wanted to do.

She nods looking down at the floor then back at me. She has that coldness in his eyes that Minho once had before I knew him.

"Any type of arrests or troubles?" She asks me next as I feel this is more of a interview then anything else. I straightened my back some up before I spoke.

"No arrests at all, I have a clean school record" Lie, I have that fight off record thanks to someone on the police record but we aren't bringing that up. "All I do is produce music which does bring me a lot of money. It's enough where I am equal paying for bills plus some on the side for dates."