Forbidden 🔐 Minsung

(un)Holy Night

¤▪︎¤Jisung's Pov¤▪︎¤ 

Those words made me feel so many emotions at once but my body reacted for me as tears flowed down my face and onto his hospital gown. 

"Minho,I shouldn't have let you go out that door and I shouldn't have pushed you. It's my fault and I'm sorry. I don't want to lose you" I tell him as he pulls me directly to his body.

Minho rests his chin on my head before he kisses my forehead. "Don't ever apologize because no matter what you said, I shouldn't have gotten that mad at my baby. I won't leave you willingly" The scent of him calms me immediately because it makes me feel at home. 

I rub his chest gently before he kisses my lips gently as his hand is resting on my chin. I feel him smile gently before he winces. He pulls away as he groans. "Fuck these stiches are uncomfortable. They gave me medicine but hell I feel like I've been run over." 

He was interrupted by the phone ringing as I answered "Yes?" I said impatiently. 

"Put it on speaker for me for my partially dumb son to hear" I press my lips together as I put on the speaker "Minho Lee, what the hell were you thinking? Speeding close to 100 mph? You are so lucky that you are alive let alone anything else. Someone must have been looking out for you. Do that again and I'll resurrect you and kill you again" He said then hung up. 

Minho and I started laughing. "Oww fuckk, that hurt. But seriously if my dad wanted to do that, he would have done it 1,000 times over again."

"When? Last time I checked everyone stayed away" I ask him confused. 

"Uhh could have been when I went through a 3 year down spiral when you were gone. I can't tell you how many tattoos that I have on my back right now. I was half drunk most of the time, oh yeah and parties every friday." He admits.

No wonder why he never wanted to go to a party, because it gives him flashbacks. But why did he go to the one that Felix hosted then back then? 

"What made you want to go to that one then?" I asked him as he smirks

"Because I knew you would be there, baby. I was all for making bad decisions for you. See I knew something pulled me to you" 

Speaking of pulling, it's time I fill him in on everything. After I tell him everything, he pulls his pillow to his face and screams. He places the pillow back under his head again. 

"Mother fucker I am over this, why must we be messagers for these bitches? Why put us through this trauma when it wasn't ours to start with? What do they want?" 

One word popped in my head 'Forgiveness'

               |♥︎|Minho's Pov|♥︎| 

Forgiveness is what popped in Jisung's head that night 3 months ago. I visited Dal's grave and Jisung visited Taeyang's grave. They were just two heartbroken lovers that wanted to know the full truth and know that what they did back then may or may not have been okay but it's okay now because their souls will always meet again.

As for us, where does that leave? A normal life where we don't pick up objects and see someone's memories and worry about what we may or may not see. No more secrets between us. We are now just normal people living our normal lives. 

That's all we were to start with and that's all we will be. We are two people who love each other despite those ghosts feelings. Because while we felt what Taeyang and Dal felt, it was only for a brief time of that memory. But what we felt all the time is real. I love this man with all my heart.

It's that time of year again..no not cuffing season, that was me last month since Jisung wanted to try a few new things. Felix wanted to host yet another party but this time at Changbin's house and he has a huge pool which with drunk people is not the best idea at all. 

"Something unholy.." the whole crowd yells as Unholy by Sam Smith comes on. Jisung begins to grind on me gently as I grab his hip. "Baby, are you begging for me to fuck you in a closet tonight?" 

"Are you begging for me to fuck you instead?" Screw him and his little switch attitude. And since when did he..never mind the bitch is bold when he drinks. 

"Are you that brave Jisung?" I flirt with him back as he backs me up against the wall as the people move away from us with his large hand on my hip slowly burning a hole in my jeans. 

"Give me a chance and I will take it my love." Jisung whispers to me as his lips are almost touching mine close enough to feel his hot breath on mine. 

"Then you better do me right Jisung" I whisper back to him before he picks me up carrying me into the bathroom and sitting me down on the edge of the sink. 

( Spice warning ⚠ )

He unbuckles his pants quickly as he fumbles with the button then grabs a condom out of his wallet before sliding his boxers down to his feet.  Jisung then pops my jeans button open, quickly sliding down my pants and boxers at the same time. 

"You got me undressed and obviously liking what you see." I comment as he smacks my ass leaving a handmark on me as I moan.

"Don't be so impatient,after all, I will make sure everyone hears you moan my name over this loud music" His raspy voice is enough to turn me on but when he gets this way, that's when he will wreck me. 

After all I found out,I have a pain kink and he has the choking kink, we definitely have had some wild nights for sure. He gets down on his knees looking up at me smirks before making a few hickeys on my thighs as moans escape my lips. 

He stands up after making my thighs spotted all in his beautiful artwork "Do you want to be a good man and allow me to abuse your poor.." I smash my lips against his just to answer his question before he pulls me close to him, beginning to thrust inside me. 

Nothing but moans and grunts can be heard as he gently pulls my hair causing me to deepen the kiss. He slams into me harder and harder. I can still taste the lingering alcohol in his mouth as he kisses me but it doesn't matter because slightly drunk rough sex makes everything more pleasurable. 

We both are on the edge before he pulls away from the kiss. He whispers "Do you want to be released from the pleasurable hell or does someone want to be punished?" He whispers into my ear kissing my jawline. 

"We got to go out before my brother's boyfriend finds out you are fucking me in his bathroom" Which is going to be super awkward if he doesn't watch it or hits the right spots. 

"I want you to get wet for me, I want you to feel the best because I am fucking you. Slut" He whispers as degrading is another of my newly found kinks. 

He pounds into me a couple more times before we both make a mess.

(Scene over)

Jisung goes back to the party after we cleaned up and got our clothes back on again. I walk out of the bathroom before Jeongin,aka I.N. comes up to me 

"You and Han Jisung? Seriously? Are you drunk?" 

"Maybe a little bit but not enough to be out of my mind" I smirk as I lick my swollen bottom lip.

"You dirty man." He laughs before punching my shoulder lightly "You should have told me"

"I am your best friend, your older best friend but still."

"Yes, best friend. As in spill the tea bro" he smirks as we begin to catch up. Here I thought after 3 months all the scary parts were over for this year. I was dead wrong.