Forbidden 🔐 Minsung

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              ¤▪︎¤Jisung's Pov¤▪︎¤

My heart pounds as the phone is ringing, the hospital has called me and all these thoughts are running through my head. Maybe they had the wrong number but my heart told me it wasn't.

"Hello, Seoul hospital, how may I assist you?" I hear a female voice speak as I take a breath in and out.

"Hello. This is Han Jisung, your hospital called my number?" I gave them my full name just in case it was one of my family members who was there.

"Yes, you were one of the emergency contacts of the patient Lee Minho." My heart drops out of my chest as I hear his name as my knees buckle as silent tears slip down my cheeks again.

I am not prepared for the worst but there is no best in this situation. I don't want him to die knowing that the last thing I said to him was 'If you hate me so much, then fucking leave'. I shouldn't have said that, I should have stopped and talked to him.

I don't want the last words that Minho said to me to be 'But I guess nothing is ever good enough for you.' Emergency contact, it shows me all I ever need to know. I love him with all my heart but only love can hurt like this.

"Sir, are you family? Because only family is allowed back with him for now?" The woman asks me.

I have to be there for him no matter what even if I have to lie "Yes, I am engaged to his brother" Ew, never but it's my only way out.

"Okay, just let me know at the front desk and I will give you a visitor's pass" she says before hanging up as I quickly grab my car keys and two plain bands I normally wear as I rush to the hospital. I know this is going to get me in trouble with his family but let's just see where the night takes me.

I walk into the hospital slipping on one of the rings in my pocket as I tell the nurse "I am Han Jisung here to see Lee Minho" I hope this seriously works that's if his family will allow me to see him. I hope only Felix is there though.

She slips me the visitor pass not asking me any questions like the woman on the phone did."You are wearing it on the wrong finger. I know that you are dating Lee Minho but that's why I am letting you in. I could get in big trouble but I would rather him to see you when he wakes up then missing you. I see the way you two interact at school." She smiles as I truly look at her face.

Allie Yang, I.N's younger older sister, she has the last class with us as she sits behind us. But why is she doing this job if her major is song composition? Unless she's like Minho and I and has two majors.

"Thank you so much" I smile at her as I slip the band on to the correct finger as I make my way to room 119. I come in to see his parents standing by his bedside. He has an oxygen mask on and hooked up to a heart monitor. His hands and arms are torn up badly as he is unconscious.

"What happened?" I ask his family, I don't expect them to talk to me or have anything to do with me, but it's worth a shot to try to be on their good side at least.

My baby looks so bad and all because I let him walk out of that door mad. I should have found a way to get him to stay with me. To find any excuse for him not to walk out of that door tonight.

"So you finally showed your face huh? Taking our son away, you should be ashamed and now this?" His mother spats at me. So much for peace but it's better treatment than I would get from my father.

"I am not ashamed of loving someone, I am so sorry that your son is happy with me. But he is a grown adult so he can make his own decisions." I snap back at her as Felix snickers a bit but covers it up with a cough.

"I approve of you two dating, you make our son happy and that's all I care about. He got into a car wreck, his car skidded on a patch of ice and turned on its side. The doctors don't know the full extent of his injuries yet." His father says as he opens his arms for me.

Is this for real? Nah, he must be joking, no fucking way. I look at Felix who motions for me to go on. "He means it Jisung, no need to be scared" Felix smiles before I walk away from the door frame and hugs him tight.

"It's okay Jisung,I don't know what happened between Minho and you, but I know one thing is true, what you have is real love. Just make sure you never go to bed angry and treat each other right." I break down again as I back away from his father and straight to Felix who pets my head.

"Shh it's okay Jisung, He'll be okay" Felix says but his scent even is similar to Minho which only made me hold him closer and cry harder. "He's not dead, don't worry" Felix pets my head.

"You just know how to drive a wedge with everyone don't you?" His mother said harshly before I snapped walking away from Felix's touch.

"You know I fucking had enough of this war. This is immature bullshit, whatever happened, I don't care what it was, but it has nothing to do with your kids. Don't be bringing your kids into it. Felix has been my best friend since grade school. If you have a grudge, well too bad, take it out on my parents. Leave me and Minho out of it, you have no say in who they can't associate with. I don't do drugs,I hardly drink, and I work hard. That's what you should want for your son." I yell at them "If you are worried more about a stupid feud rather than your son that is in the ICU, then you aren't much of a parent."

Felix pressed his lips together suppressing a smile. His mother is mad as hell, but someone needed to say it. His father is actually really relaxed about what I said as he nods.

"And who are you to tell us that? We are his parents and we have the final say." She says before his father cuts her off.

"He's right, let's not fight about this right now, let's just get through this first." He says before stepping away from the side of his bed and in a chair.

I step forward next to his bed as Felix raises the bed rail down for me as I sit down on the edge of the bed. "Minho, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pressed you that hard and made you mad. I promise I'll make it right to you-" I stifle a sob as it feels like a goodbye but it's so painful to see him like this.

"And I will love you for the rest of my life." I raise his hand up lightly kissing his fingers. I watch the heart monitor as it slows down.

No. Please no. I CAN'T LOSE HIM.