Beautiful Omega, Handsome Alpha

16. Eren's POV (2)

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Eren's POV

I've been walking back and forth in my room thinking about Levi. It's been six days since I last saw him. For the first two days, Kuchel didn't let me see him and her excuse was that Levi doesn't feel well. Little did I know, that is not the case!

Finally 4 days ago, I succeed to meet Mikasa. She told me everything; how Prince asked for Levi and how Levi decided to stay in the palace for a while. It is killing me. I couldn't be able to eat or sleep properly these days. I'm furious and worried all the time. And above all... I'm scared.

What if Levi decides to mate the prince?! What if he forgets about me? No, no, no. I can't even imagine that. I can't imagine my life without him. I just can't. God please. Subconsciously my tears started falling again. This wasn't my first crying in the past few days. I sat down on the bed and covered my face with my hands. I can't control it. Every time I think about losing Levi, my tears start falling down on their own. How can I lose him before even having him? He doesn't belong to me. He never did. I'm just a Nobody to him, a Nobody.

I lied on the bed, still crying. Oh God, I look pathetic. Who would believe that, the famous Eren Yeager, the proud and cocky son of the Yeager's, the rare dominate Alpha who never even cared about any Omega, now is crying on his bed like a baby because he is scared to lose the love of his life, an Omega. I love him so damn much...

I heard a knock on the door. I didn't want to see anyone. "Go away." I shout. The door got open and Jean came in. I threw a pillow at him. "Didn't I told you to go away?!" I said. "Yeah, that's why I came in." he said with a smirk. "Asshole." I said and sat on the bed.

Jean was one of my best friends. He was an alpha too, so we got closer during the time. We were always there for each other. All the years that I was in love with Levi, didn't know what to do, being depressed and desperate, he was there to comfort me. And all the times that he asked Marco and got rejected till finally getting a yes, I was there to make sure he doesn't lose hope. We may looked like enemies, but we had each other's back.

"What the fuck are you doing here horseface?" I said looking annoyed. "We came to check on you, angry baby." He said. "We?!" I asked.

"Yeah, Armin's on his way; He is gonna be here soon. I just came so I don't miss seeing a pathetic version of you, but Armin wants to make sure you are ok, so be nice when he arrives." He answered. I glared at him. "I'm always nice to Armin. You are the one that I disgust." I said with a smirk. "Ha ha, you are so funny." He said, making fun of my expression.

He walked towards the bed, sat next to me and leaned his back on the head of the bed. I got closer to him and put my head on his shoulder. "What if he choose the Prince?" I said. My voice was so low. My tears started falling down again. He looked at me and wiped the tears out of my face with his thumb. "You don't know that Eren." He said kindly. I couldn't talk anymore. I was sobbing on his shoulder, thinking about how much I missed Levi.

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An hour has past. Jean tried his best to distract me. He told me about his relationship with Marco and how much he embarrassed himself in front of him once. I should admit, he even made me laugh.

Jean was sitting on a chair, telling me another story that we heard a knock on the door. The door got open and Armin came in. "Hey guys." He said and looked at me. He showed me a genuine smile. "How do you doing Eren?" he asked. "Not good." I said with a bitter smile. He walked toward me and sat on the bed. He hold my hand with both his. "Eren, please don't lose your hope. For all we know, you and Levi had a great time together and he liked you a lot. Please try to go back to the strong Alpha we know." He said. He tried to be calm, but I could feel he was worried about me.