wenclair oneshots

1 (spark) (ANGST)

the thunder struck as my roommate chuckled at my remark.

''i think you don't get the point here...'' enid started.

she took a deep breath.

''i've tried, really really REALLY hard to be your friend. always put myself out there. thought of your feelings. told people: i know she gives off serial killers vibes, but she's really just shy-''

''i never asked you to do that.'' i cut her off.

''you didn't have to because that's what friends do!'' she replied back almost yelling.

enid picked up her stuff and before leaving the dorm she said:

''you want to be alone wednesday? be alone!''

the door slam echoed in my mind. longer than i wanted it to.

i stood on her colorful side of the dorm, looking at mine. empty, meaningless void.

is this really how other people see me?

enid was the only one that saw the spark in me. that spark buried deep down somewhere in me.

the problem is, i'm the one that buried it that much deep.

i wanted me to be this way.

always so cold-hearted, me myself and i...

never did a thought about someone finding that spark come to me.

but, she saw it. and when i noticed that, i pushed myself away so that the spark would fall deeper into the abyss. never to be found again.

i can't deny the fact that she is the one that took the spark in her hands.just now do i understand why was i so happy around her.

she has my spark.

my roommate enid.

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