Snap out of it

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Blake's POV
It's finally the day I'm out, Ivy is picking me up and then we're meeting the boys somewhere, Ivy won't tell me apparently it's a surprise. I pack my bag, putting my clothes and belongings in. They said she'll pick me up at 1:30, which is in 15 minutes.
"Hey Blake, are you ready and packed" one of the counsellors knocks on my door peeking her head in.
"Ye all set" I put my bag around my shoulder.
We make our way down to the reception area, I see Ivy sitting down talking to someone. She looks up at me and smiles.
She gets up and hugs me tight, "you feeling alright" she asks, I nod still keeping the hug tight.
"How have you been doing" I ask her, she sighs.
"Lonely I've missed our little talks" she smiles, we both walk out of the building after doing some paperwork's and saying our goodbyes. I see Ivy's car park on the side and see someone sitting in the back, thick brown hair slick back, sun glasses on the top of his nose, black leather jacket and a cigarette hanging from his mouth. I run over to him, he gets out of the car throwing his cigarette onto the floor. He picks me up swinging me around.
"I've missed you so much" he whispers in my ear.
"So have I"I reply, we all get into the car, me and Alex in the back. He gives me a small peck on my cheek, he smiles making me smile. I've never loved someone as much. The wind blows past us, as the car is topless, he wraps his arm around my shoulder.
"I've was thinking when you were away, that we should move in with each other" he says, looking straight at me "you can move in with me if you want".
"Of course I would" I say, he gives me another kiss. Ivy pulls over parking outside a bar, I can't wait to see the boys.

We all walk in, it's very busy to be honest. I feel Alex's hand lock into mine. I feel so safe with him. "Blake" I hear someone scream until I see Jamie running over to me. He engulfs me into a hug, then Nick and Matt join in as well.
"It's nice to see you all" I say breaking out of the hug. We finally sit down after having a chat, we order beers but all except from me I'm getting a soda. It would look bad that I'm drinking when I just came out of rehab.
"I'm just going to the Bathroom I'll be right back" I whisper into Alex's ear and give his a kiss on the cheek. I get up from the table and make my way to the bathroom. It literally feels like someone's tightening a corset on me, making it struggling to breath. I run the cold tap and splash some water on my face, the toilet door slams wide open with Ivy running in.
"You alright, look like you seen a ghost out there" she says, resting her hand on my shoulder.
"Just needed to calm down I guess, it's quite warm out their" I stutter, putting myself together. She holds my hand, looking me straight in the eye.
"I know it's difficult but I'm here if you wanna leave just text me" she says, and hugs me.
We both walk out and see the boys kinda pissed, I look at Ivy giving her that look.
"Goodnight boys" she grabs her bag and drags me off with her.
I give Alex a little wave while trying to catch up with Ivy, we get into her car and start to drive off.