Emma POV
After we went away we drove to our house to get our clothes and stay at a hotel because there was no way we are staying with that man after what he has done to y/n. And i miss mom so much and now its only me and my sister- "Whats on your mind sis?" Said y/n bringing me out of my thoughts "Nothing just missing mom, i mean why did she have to go away now we are alone" I said angry and started crying "Hey hey its okay come here" she said as we arrived at the house and parked on the driveway, and pulled me into a hug where i just sobbed "I know you miss her i miss her too but we have to stay strong for each other okay?" She said as we pulled away from each other. "Now let's go inside and get our stuff and hope he isn't inside, or do you want to stay in the car?" "No its okay i'll go with you."
After we got out of the car we were heading inside. I was following behind y/n but before she could open the door he opened it and started shouting at us "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE, GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE, YOU DON'T BELONG HERE AFTER WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE DONE!!" He said drunk as he grabbed me by my arm before he could punch me y/n grabbed his arm and pushed him back "DON'T touch her ever " she said through gritted teeth and stood infront of me protectively. "You don't tell me what to do!!" He said as he punched her in the face "Oh my god y/n" she fell to the ground and he started kicking her in the stomach.
I couldn't really do anything because i knew she would get mad at me if i got in between them. After a few minutes he went back inside and i went to check on Y/N I looked up as i felt something falling on my head and saw him throwing our clothes outside the window. "I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN!! IF I SEE YOU I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU BOTH" He yells and shut the window. Y/N was on the ground holding her stomach and groaning in pain. "Y/n, oh my god im so sorry im sorry please look at me, y/n can you hear me please look at me" I said sobbing "hey please...stop crying im.. fine-" she started coughing up blood "come on we need to get you to a hospital lets go, hold on to me okay" I said as i started to help her up to the car, after i sat her in the car i went to get our clothes from the ground and put them in the trunk. I got into the drivers side and I started driving to the hospital as fast as I could.
After we got to the hospital i went directly to her side and helped her out and brought her inside the hospital "Hi can you please help her she is hurt please?" I said to the nurse "of course let me get a wheelchair" She got a wheelchair and we helped y/n sit while she groaned in pain "lets go follow me" she said to me as she pushed y/n in the wheelchair to her room.
After the doctor did some scans and checked everything She came and told me that she discovered something "She's got a few fractured ribs, a concussion,a few bruises on the leg, a broken nose, black eye and a fractured arm but more importantly she needs to be careful because turns out she has epilepsy from the damage that has been done to her brain it can be cured by a high risk surgery but the chance of that succeeding and her not getting paralyzed is really low but a nurse is going to come in an hour and tell you everything she has to be careful about okay?" said the doctor and i just started crying as i thought about all the beating she took for me.
As the doctor was about to walk out she turned around and asked hoping what i thought she wouldn't ask "Can I ask how this happened?" She said curious. I mean what do you say in this kind of situation 'Uh yeah our dad he beats her and my mom up but my mom is dead and he is putting the fault on us and im a stupid girl who is afraid to do something about it, welcome to my life' of course i couldn't say that "uhm..street fight" "oh okay take care of her okay?" She said opening the door "yeah of course she is my sister, and thank you" i said wiping my tears away "of course no problem its my job to help people" and with that she walked out.
I turned to look at my sister who was lying on the bed resting, i went and sat beside her on the chair and held her hand. "Im sorry...im sorry for being a horrible little sister to you im sorry i couldn't do anything, you always help me with everything and can't do anything and now you have Epilepsy but its going to be okay because from now on im going to be with you for every step of the way you go through and im not leaving okay?" I said silently crying as i rested my head on the bed and fell asleep. After a half hour i felt something or well someone squeez my hand i looked up and saw that she was awake "thank god you're okay i was getting worried" i said as i gave her a little hug trying not to hurt her "hey you, what happend?" She asked confused "Uhh dad..happend" i said as i looked down to my hands "oh, hey look at me this is not your fault you know that right?" She said as she lifted my face up "but it is my fault i didn't do anything i let you get beat up by him and i froze so of course it is my fault" i said crying "hey come here" she said making place on the bed "no what if i hurt you?" I said worried "you are not going to hurt me so come on get in" she said chuckling "okay" I said unsure and got slowly on the bed "see you didn't hurt me your worried for nothing" "okay fine you were right" i said with a smile "Im always right" she said smirking, i gave her a small smack on her chest and she groaned "HEY you can't do that im hurt its not fair" she said groaning a little "sorry" i said laughing at her. After calming down I decided to tell her what the doctor told me.
"I have something to tell you" I said standing up from the bed "okay? Whats wrong" she said looking at me confused "Uhm while you were asleep the doctor told me that you...uhm that you have epilepsy from all the damage that has happend to your head" i said worried for her reaction, I watched as she was processing what i had just told her. As she was about to speak the nurse came in.
"Hi how are you doing?" The nurse said disinfecting her hands and putting on some gloves "uhm im doing okay just still hurts a little" she said trying to sit up "thats normal after what happend, so i came here to check up on your wounds, can you lift your gown up please?" The nurse said sitting down on the little chair" uhm yeah sure" she lifted her gown up and the nurse checked on her wounds, every time the nurse pressed she groaned in pain "so you still have to rest try not to do much and you will be fine" the nurse said as she put her gloves in the garbage "And about your epilepsy, you can't have to much stress or panic or any flashing lights for that matter it can cause a seizure so try to avoid that but we are going to give you a prescription for your medication so that can avoid the seizures" I watched as y/n looked at her trying to take in every detail "can it...uhm be cured?" She asked looking between me and the nurse "it is possible to cure it with a operation but of that succeeding there is a 50/50 procent that can leave you paralyzed" she said "oh okay thank you" she said giving her a small smile "of course take care" said the nurse and walking out as soon as she walked out y/n cried silently i went to her and held her hand.
"I'm sorry" I said crying with her "It's not you fault" she said looking at me and wiping my tears "Still im sorry" i said through tears "No I am sorry for everything, you didn't get a nice childhood all because of him and-" Before she could finish her sentence i broke her off "you don't have to be sorry you actually gave me a nice childhood, you and mom both did and i am grateful for you guys. You always were there for me and now im going to be there for you till the end of the world" i said smiling at her "till the end of the world" she said smiling at our little line that we have, she actually came up with it one night when mom and dad were fighting and y/n brought me to her room while i was crying and I remember saying 'can we go please away from here I don't care where just not here' and she said 'sure we can do it together and go on till the end of the world i promise' and since then we always promised each other.
Quote of the day:
'The past is like using your
rear-view mirror in the car
it's good to glance back and
see how far you've come
but if you stare too long
you'll miss what's
right in front of you'
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First Love ( Hailee Steinfeld x Female Reader)
Fanfiction✨Hailee Steinfeld x female reader (y/n)✨ A/N: Some of the events are related to my life in the past but enjoy the story and this is my first story here, i will try to be better in maybe in the future IF i write another book. l apologize for the mis...
