HER

My Heart

Now you might think that i was doing way to much and yes i knew that but i just couldn't figure out why and that is when i knew i was over stimulated and i needed to chill. She either likes me for me or she don't, there ain't much i could do and if i stressed myself to much i would more than like lose my shit so i had to keep calm.

The day before she came i was so happy and way more scared than i thought and i told her i was scared and she tried to reasure me that everything would be okay. Now even though she said that it didn't really help only because my mind just said ''fuck what she said this is gonna turn out bad and she will think your ugly''. I knew i had to just not loose my mind so when i went to bed i just tried to relax as much as possible and went to bed.

When the next day hit i was the most anxious than i have ever been in a long time, but i put my big girl pants on and said to myself '' kristy you got this because it will turn out fine and you are just overthinking way to much.'' Anyways i took my time that day and most of the day i was on the phone with char and we were both kinda anxious and then she went to the airport and we stayed on the phone the whole time, but thats when shit started going down hill......

Now normally in a airport you would think it would be easy to find your way through but its really not only because you are some place different and it can be annoying. But sometime its not that hard because some people travel enough. Well in this case char never ever got on a plane before and she understood where she was gonna be but she was getting pissed because her flight was getting delayed and its just because it was raining bad in Ohio and in Florida it was not. Now she was supposed to be in Ohio at 10:30ish but then it was 12:00 then 2:00 then 3:00 so in that case she was getting mad and so was i but she already bought her ticket so we were just waiting it out honestly. But Then after being in the airport all day they said they plane would be taking off at 6:00 and she was even more mad but it was so okay, only because she didn't want to be at airport anymore and told me if she had to be there any longer she would have to end up leaving because she was tired of waiting and then i told her i was so sorry and started to tear up so i told her i would call her right back to tell my mom and then she texted me about 2 minutes later and said i am getting on the plane right now and i will see you soon and let me tell you i was happy as a clam and i know that sounds corny but i was so happy. Finally i was getting ready to leave because i knew the airport was almost 2 hour away from our house and we had to get going soon so i told her i loved her and be safe.Then i got up and told my aunt who was taking me to go get her and then in 20 minutes we left.

Did i tell you that i was scared and wreck? Well after we were half way there she said she would be landing in 30 minutes so that gave us enough time to get there, so after a 1 and a half hour drive and a wrong turn we mad it to the air port and let me tell you i was even more scared then i was ever in my whole life and i felt me stomach fall to my ass, then she told me she was there and 3 minutes she said she was getting off the plane. So i sat in my seat and watched for her and she said where are you and i got out of the car and walked up to her and told her hi and gave her a hug and i was scared but whole at the same time. Now the ride home was a little odd but it was ok because i knew it would be like this and then we started going home and we started making small talk and then char made a call to her sisters and mom and told then she was okay and she made it and then we stopped and got food, as we were almost home i told her how much the kids were meet her and then we got home. After we got home we got to my house and we ate and we went down to my room and to my surprise i seen all of 3 of my little sisters in my bed and but i thought that was so cute so i woke them up and they all look at char and said hi but when i seen that they waited to see her it made my heart warm for some reason, and when i seen her smiled it made me smile even more because she her smile is beautiful.