What the fuck is this life I'm living?
These pathetic addictions I can't let go
The horrible things I've done and seen
There's place for me in hell, I know
I'm screaming in rage
I'm screaming in pain
How can I be strong
When I've never been sane?
Take my heart
Smash it on the floor
I don't need this guilt
This bullshit anymore
I tried to be good
But I'm losing control
I stepped into the ring
Without knowing the toll
Now it's too late
I'm sorry, you know
Forgiving and forgetting
It's all just for show
You'll never forgive me
I'll never be purged
In these dreadful emotions
I'm always submurged
The terrified wimpers
The tears that were weapt
The memories lost
And the ones that were kept
YOU ARE READING
Poems
PoetryA collection of poems I wrote. Mostly not about happy stuff. They usually rhyme. First one doesn't.
