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so i was grounded for a few weeks (that's why i wasn't posting content) because of something that happened at school with me and a few friends
i also haven't been posting because i just haven't had the energy nor time because of school and what's going on with my parents
i decided to post this because i felt like i haven't been posting like i want to
(i'm also trying a new writing style)
another reason why i haven't been posting is because of my mental state
i'm already in a bad mental state snd my parents are making it worse
i wish i could make up the pain that i'm feeling but i can't
i also try to change myself to fit in and i struggle with anxiety and depression
i'm not here to make you guys care about me or listen to my sob story but i just wanted to state those few things
i also won't really have my phone anyway because of my strict parents
other than that i'm sorry i barely post
speaking about the story i don't really know what i'm doing
i originally made a story because i got influenced by so many great stories
i felt like i just had to make one
i try to make the story good but i just can't and i'm sorry for that
and like i said i don't know what i'm doing
that's why the description is "a poorly written fan fic"
i am so great full to everyone that reads my story
and i am especially very great full to CrinGey_PoTaTo_328
that's all i has to say so let's get into the story
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xiao's pov:
venti led me downstairs and i was confused as to why he didn't take me somewhere in mondstat
when he opened the freezer all i saw was drinks
every drink you could think of was in one freezer
"why did i agree to this..." "because you love me"
he stated before taking a sip of some dandelion wine
"i'm not drinking a lot" "awe what's the fun in that"
i stared at the twink with braids in silence
"there is no fun in getting drunk, zhongli said that i was a jerk to him"
i stared at him in silence
"only this one time venti"
a few hours later (venti's pov):
(they're drunk)
"venti, is it just me or is it getting hot in here"
"i don't know but something in the air is making you look sexy"
xiao stared into my eyes with a smirk
he seemed genuine but his glare made him look dead
there was a knock at the door and i made xiao open it
he immediately slammed the door shut before i could see who it was
"venti, we have an emergency
my siblings are over and they cant see me like this"
xiao's pov:
"my siblings are over and they can't see me like this"
i gulped down water and rushed upstairs as venti stalled them
why did they have to show up at such a wrong time
i washed my face and chugged some more water
i tried to pull myself together while walking down the steps
"hey... family"
"xiao," zhongli started "we need to talk
alone"
me and zhongli went up to my room as venti entertained qiqi keqing and ganyu
"xiao, there's something that i have kept a secret from you ever since you were little
i didn't want to tell you because i knew it would break your heart but i feel as if i need to tell you
i think you're ready to know"
i stared at him puzzled
he had a secret that he was keeping from me
just then a sea of thoughts corrupted mr mind thinking of what he could possibly say
he put his hand on my shoulder to calm me
"xiao, you know how your parents did awful things to you in the past"
"yes but ite all a blur now
i don't even remember my parents"
"what if i told you i knew who your father was"
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A/N:
you made it to the end!!
i've been slacking sooooooo hard and i'm sorry
i am currently writing this at 2:50 am on a saturday morning
i should really be getting some sleep......
anyway, bye my little wattpad critters 🤍🤍
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