Greys Anatomy Women <33

I would notice- Addison

Summary: Your an intern, you are working with Addison and Alex on the pregnant Jane Doe (Ava/Rebecca Pope) case that Alex and you saved from the Ferry boat accident. I know we find out later that Mer almost drowned and Ava doesn't get surgery until later but pretend that all happened in this episode okay just go with the flow lmaooo

Your pov

All of my friends are hyper focused on anything but Meredith. I know everyone is a mess. Izzie and George are running around trying to do something to pull Mer out of this state. Cristina hasn't left her side since she found out she was brought in. I felt sick to my stomach and I knew I just had to distract myself so I decided to walk away and go check on Ava.

"Hey how are you feeling?" I ask Ava as I quickly wiped a tear that fell from my face

She gave me a confused look. I inhaled in and waited for her reply as I picked up her chart to check her stats.

"I think I should be asking you that" She smiled at me softly trying to make me feel better

I shook my head and smiled a little at her reply. I brushed my hair out of my face as I tried to think of a way to change the topic. Then Alex and Dr Montgomery walked into the room.

"Ava they have started putting out your face everywhere. Hopefully someone will claim you very soon" Alex chirped as he made his way over to his favourite patient

Ava quickly moved on from my little moment earlier and her face lit up. Happiness filled her body as Alex began to tell her how he has seen her face on TV a good three times since he has made his way to her room.

The two began to talk a little more about her treatment plan as Alex helped Sloan with her surgery. I know Alex wants to go into plastics so he takes great pride in his work. I thought I wanted to go into paediatrics but I'm starting to think I want to be a neonatal surgeon like Addison. Something about delivering a new life into this world just brings me joy

I have been on Addisons service for the month. Not because she thinks I show interest in her specialty but because I was the only intern who didn't hate her after what happened with Mer and Derek. I have actually developed a crush on the woman. I just love being around her. But she needed a friend after everything and I was willing and wanted to be her friend.

I just didn't want to get involved plus Addison was always so nice to me so I figured why shouldn't I be nice back. Alex and I are very close and he knows how much I want to become a neonatal surgeon so he has been helping me build the confidence to tell Addison

"How's she doing" Addison asked softly with a smile as she leaned against the table beside me

"Well her surgery went well so we just have to wait and see" I replied in the same soft tone she was using

"She's still a Jane Doe right?" She said with a hint of sadness in her voice

I nodded my head at her answering her question. I felt so bad for Ava I wouldn't want to be in her situation right now

"To be in that condition and have no one who even knows" she whispered, but it wasn't the kind of whisper when you were talking to someone it seemed like she was talking to herself but i wasn't sure

"What?" I asked Addison pushing myself up a little so I was standing straight up

"She's all-alone. It makes you think. I mean, if I went missing would anyone even know I was gone." She looked at me hopelessly truely believing that nobody would notice if she wasn't here

I was in shock that she didn't think anyone wouod care for her enough to notice she was gone. I certainly would notice if Addie wasn't

Ava began to ask questions about the baby and Alex looked at me and gave me a smile. I took this as a hint to show off my skills which I did. But I put a reminder to talk to Addison later about what she said earlier