Greys Anatomy Women <33

Things i wish you said- Addison

I love this song sm, Sabrina really tried to hide this from us and I'm so happy she released it. But anyways in this chapter. You and Addie broke up as you both couldn't handle a long distance relationship and among other things. Your a songwriter and have quite a big following so your pretty well known. You wrote this song from your perspective of things as well as Addies as your good friend Mark kept you in the loop of what Addison had been saying about

Anything in this font is you singing

Warnings: Angst, Hints of cheating, shooting,miscarriage, pregnancy, Little fluff (not really but like a pinch of it),

9.6k words (your welcome)

Your POV

"So if you are not aware... Seattle holds a very special place in my heart as one of the most important women to me lives here. " i spoke into my microphone as the band began to strum the beat to my unreleased song

The whole audience screamed so loud I could barely hear the music playing in my ear. I covered my ears jokingly and uncovered them once the crowd settled down

"We didn't work out... unfortunately" i sighed a little as the audience began to boo which brought a little smile to my face

"So I wrote this song about our relationship and it's about all the things I wish she said to me... and the things she wishes I said to her" i explained as i sat down at the end of the stage

"It's a very deep and personal song to me. Everything I am doing now is because of her and I just feel like she deserves much better then what I could give her at the time and I know she feels the same way about everything too" I began to tear up a little as I thought about all the things Mark told be that she said to him about us

The front row of people in the pit began to scream as i was only a metre away from them. I looked back at my guitarist and he handed me my guitar. This made them go feral as i rarely sing acoustic on tour. As when I do it's to show off my new song that I was going to release.

"Seattle... this is things I wish you said to me... which will be released tomorrow at midnight!" I smirked as everyone began to scream in the venue

Baby, I'm sorry i left you in the dark,
I always reach for your leg over there on your side of the car
Baby, everything reminds me of you
Nobody gets my jokes everyone here just thinks I'm fuckin rude

I reminisced a little as i thought about the long drives Addison and I used to take when we were together. Images of her hair blowing in the wind came back like a flood

The way that nobody else had such a simular sense of Humor as I did, nobody got me like she did. All I had to do was look at her and she could tell me what I was feeling.

I could see the almost everyone in the audience recording me. Clearly excited about the new song and it made me smile a little. I took another breath and began to sing again

When I saw you cry I didn't handle it well
Without you here I don't know what to do with myself
I think about these things at night before I fall asleep
Things I wish you said to me

These lyrics just flowed out of me when I began to write this song for her and I. I wanted to somehow send a message to her without upsetting her anymore then I already did. Every lyric I wrote was genuinely how I had felt at some point during our break up. Or about a something that had happened in the present, past or future of our breakup/relationship.

Things like darlin, I hope you know it scared me to death
The night that your sister said you got in an accident
And God, I
I'm watching everything that you do
I can't get your songs out of my head or your hair out of my room