BFB STARVATION AU

9- lollipop..

WARNINGS: hallucinations, delusions/delusional beliefs, insanity, su!c!de, death, memory loss, derealization, depersonalization, blood, gore, breaks from reality, character heavily panicking

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POV: LOLLIPOP:

Calm... something I haven't felt since... what had happened again?

I run my hand over the grass, no sensation registering in my brain. I slowly Look to my side, watching my hand move slowly back and forth on the grass. My vision drifts and blurs, making my vision hazy.

With no sensation registering, it feels as if I'm in a bubble.

Bubble... why does that feel so... familiar...?

I slowly bend my head up, looking at the sun. Too bright. I look back down.

I stare ahead of me.

"LOLLIPOP!" Somebody screams and I frantically look around me. Who had said that? Who was lollipop? "Lolly?" They ask, waving a Hand in my face.

I turn toward them. A chunk of gelatin. Interesting.

"Lolly!" They wrap their arms around me, the sensation barely registering. "Phew! You're in there! Haha! Almost thought you were literally brain dead!"

"Who..." I feel my mouth move, then my eyes widen. My voice... it sounds weird... "where am I...?"

"Lollipop-"

"WHO..." I begin to yell, bringing my hands to my head and holding it tight. "WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?! WHERE AM I?!"

"GUYS! SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH LOLLIPOP!" The blob of jello yells to.. somebody... about somebody...

A few minutes of silence pass. When will this dream end? When will I wake up in my castle? The castle I lived in all my life...

The silence stops and hands are placed on my shoulders. I'm still here... please... when will I wake up from this horrid dream?

"Look... up at me." Someone instructs and I obey. Their face comes into view. A... flower...? "It... takes me a... a while to talk so... bear with me..."

Wait. "Flower? When will we be going back to the castle?" I ask her, glad to see a familiar face.

"Castle...?" Flower asks. "Oh for petals sake... there is no castle..."

"B- but..." my voice begins to quiver. "Y- YOU HELPED ME! YOU ARE THE OTHER PRINCESS!! YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER!" I cry, tears streaming down my face. How could she forget? I feel confused.. I feel betrayed..

"I..." Flower suddenly collapses. Screams echo around me... but not as loud as mine.

I scream as loud as I can. "HELP! FLOWER?! ANYBODY!" I cry and kick and scream, holding my head that feels like it's stuffed with some sort of cotton.. I need to wake up. "SOMEBODY! WAKE ME UP! I AM HAVING A BAD DREAM! KNIGHTS! FATHER! MOTHER! SISTER! FLOWER! HELP ME- MMMPPHH!"

A hand covers my mouth, causing my eyes to snap open and my screams to become louder.

"Calm. Deep breaths!" A balloon explains, then removing his hand.

"You... you know you'll get in trouble for hurting a princess! If you were real, you'd get in huge trouble!" I scold the peasant. "Lowly peasant. You were trying to drug the soon-to-be queen!"

"N- no I wasn't!" The balloon holds his hands up. "I... I was trying to calm you! You need to snap out of it"

"NO! YOU NEED TO SNAP OUT OF IT!" I snap. "SOMEBODY!" I scream again, holding my head. "I WANT TO WAKE NOW! WAKE ME UP- GAH!"