Chapter 4: Sorrow

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I haven't seen or heard from Sophia for the past three weeks. I was starting to get a little worried about her. She hasn't attended any lessons all that time.

(Y/N)'s mind: Where the heck is she? Could she-? Nah, she wouldn't... right?

The bell rang, signaling it's time to go home. I packed my stuff and went out.

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While i was walking, i noticed i was passing by Sophia's house.

(Y/N)'s mind: I should probably check on her. Something might've happened to her.

I walked to the door and rang the doorbell. A few seconds passed before i heard a voice coming from the inside.

Sophia: GO AWAY!

(Y/N): Sophia... It's me...

Sophia: (Y/N)? 

She opened the door. What i saw horrified me. Sophia smiled when she saw me.

Sophia: Darling... You came to me...

Her hair was really messy. Her cheeks were stained with tears. There were also cut marks on her arm. She was looking really weak.

(Y/N): Sophia...

Sophia: Yes, Darling?

(Y/N): Have you eaten anything for the past three weeks?

Sophia: N-No... But i don't care! If you're not with me then i don't need anything.

(Y/N)'s mind: Man... She'll starve herself to death if i'm not around. 

(Y/N): May i come in?

Sophia: Of course!

She opened the door and motioned for me to enter. 

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Her house was a complete mess. I sat on the couch and she sat next to me. 

Sophia: What brings you here, Darling?

(Y/N): Don't call me that. I just came to check up on you. I'd feel bad if something happened to you. We may not be together but i still care about you.

Sophia: Oh Dar-

I at looked her with anger in my eyes.

Sophia: (Y-Y/N)... You always want to make sure i'm ok. I don't deserve you.

(Y/N): Mhm, if you say so. I'm gonna take care of you for a while until you get back on your feet.

I got up.

(Y/N): Go take a shower. I'll cook you your favourite dish while you're there.

I went to the kitchen. She smirked.

Sophia: Would you like to join me~?

(Y/N): You said that i shouldn't even think about it when we were together. Go to the bathroom and take a shower. I'll go after you.

She looked down.

Sophia: Oh... okay...

She went out of the room. I started with the cooking.

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Sophia's POV

I was sitting under the shower while hugging my knees.

Sophia: Where's my Darling? Why isn't he here with me? I want to take a shower with my Darling.

Sophia's mind: I must get another chance. If i'm not with him i don't even want to live. He's an angel sent from above. I must keep him safe even with the cost of my own life.

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I went out of the shower and into the kitchen. My perfect Angel made steak with fries for both of us. He knows what i like. 

(Y/N): Food's ready. 

He sat down and i sat beside him. He was showing no emotions. Was it too much for him to see me with another man? If that's the case i won't forgive myself.

Sophia: S-So... How've you been?

He didn't respond. 

Sophia: Umm... Anything new?

He just kept eating. I decided to not bother him anymore. I started eating as well. His cooking was so amazing. 

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My Darling finished his meal, while i was still eating mine.

(Y/N): I'll go take a shower.

Sophia: O-Ok... Have a nice-

He left. I was alone with my thoughts again.

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(Y/N)'s POV

I was under the shower. Thinking. I felt the water on my back.

(Y/N)'s mind: Should i give her another chance? Maybe she has changed? Everyone deserves a second chance, right?

I looked up.

(Y/N)'s mind: Well... Worst case scenario this'll be the last thing i'll ever do. If she breaks my heart again... I'll just end it...

I leaned against the wall and sat down.

Sophia's POV

I was in front of the bathroom. The only thing i could hear was the water running down and hitting the floor. But then i heard the voice of my angel. He was singing.

(Y/N): You're no good, you're no good
You could kill me and you should
I'm an idiot for thinking
This was anything but blood
On the wall, on the couch
On the corner of my mouth
You must like being the victim
You've done nothing to get out
Of this pattern of pain
Washed away by the rain
You'll forgive me if I promise
And do nothing but the same
This is life until death
Could be my last dying breath
But this is love, love, shut up, this is love

Sophia: Forget everything you used to know
I think you better tell your friends to go
Stick around cause I'm about to show you
The beginning is the end

(Y/N): Yeah, I know wrong, I know right
But I just love to pick a fight
I can sleep with one eye open
If there's any sleep at night
I got my knife, got my gun
Let's see how fast you can run
You might think that you can hurt me
But the damage has been done
It's pathetic, I know
A jealous fool who won't let go
If I was sorry for my actions
Would I ever stoop so low
Got no reason to live
and I've got nothing left to give you
But my love, love, fuck it, this is love

Sophia: Forget everything you used to know
I think you better tell your friends to go
Stick around cause I'm about to show you
The beginning is the end

(Y/N): Oh I was hit as a kid
I was good but then I quit
Everyone that tried to fix me
Knows that I can't change a bit
I've got no shame, got no pride
Only skeletons to hide
And if you try to talk to someone
Well then someone has to die
Once you chase me down the hole
Yeah once you think you're in control
You'll believe that we are partners
And you'll feel uncomfortable
Oh then the darkness rolls in
And you'll forget who I have been
But you'll love, love, love it, this is love

Sophia: Forget everything you used to know
I think you better tell your friends to go
Stick around cause I'm about to show you
The beginning is the end
The simple love that your grandparents had
This kind of love will only make you mad, honey
It hurts at first but it ain't that bad
You gotta wonder what it meant

(Y/N): This is love (x8)

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Silence came.

Sophia's mind: Please forgive me, (Y/N). I promise i'll change just for you.

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