beautiful broken bones • Matty Healy x Reader

12 • this must be my dream

13th october London [Mattys house]
8:30am

Yawning, i woke up with an arm wrapped around my waist. I was still at Matty's house, i breathed in the scent of his room and him and felt comforted. 'morning, love' his groggy morning voice gave me goosebumps. I turned around to face him and he looked like an excited puppy dog. His neck was marked in hickeys, i dreaded looking in the mirror to see mine.
The only thing i still had on were my thigh highs, Matty ran his hands down my skin over the goosebumps, 'you're cold, do you want a hoodie?' he asked leaning up. I frowned from the disappearance of his body warmth. He put a pair of grey joggers on and threw a large, black hoodie that had the 1975 imprinted in a small logo with tour dates on the back. It was warm, comfortable and smelt like Matty. I smiled into the hoodie.

I was shocked to realise i didn't have a nightmare last night. Being with Matty must've helped heal my subconscious. 'Bliss called you by the way' he said handing me my phone and getting back into the bed next to me. His arms wrapped around me once again, I called Bliss and she picked up after a few rings, 'y/n when are you coming back i'm lonely...' i had her on speaker.
'never she's mine now' matty joked.
'Matty as much as i love you, i will cancel you on twitter for kidnapping my best friend' she said with a huff. I giggled, 'i'll come back soon Bliss'
Matty started to grip onto my waist tighter, running a hand up my chest. 'how soon?' she asked.
I looked at Matty who was on his phone, 'u-umm' i mumbled.
Matty looked up at me now, he mouthed 'i'll be done in 5 minutes' winking. i rolled my eyes , 'i'll be home in the next h-hour- MATTY!' he took the phone and ended the call and went back to touching me.

10 minutes later... 😧

I finally got out of the bed and Matty whined, 'i have to get back to Bliss, we can hangout at my place if you're not busy later?' i suggested.
'i have band practise until 11pm.. that's a bit too late' he sighed.
'i don't mind waiting up for you' i said whilst looking in the mirror. i looked like i'd been attacked by a fucking vampire. 'it's a date' matty said coming up behind me.
he touched my marked neck, 'did i go over the top?' he chuckled.
'it wasn't enough' i sarcastically said. I put my dress into my bag and just prayed the hoodie would cover everything else. I grabbed my jacket and Matty called me a taxi cab as he had George coming over soon and didn't want to miss him.

'I'll see you later, darling' he took my face in his hands and kissed me before letting me run off to the cab.

Matty's pov

I can't believe it's [nickname], I knew i recognised her from somewhere. She looked happier, healthier, hotter..
But those crushing thoughts came back. what if she isn't clean? what if i hurt her and cause her to relapse? what if i relapse.

I shook my head, i shouldn't automatically think of the worst. I need to realise what i have now. I can stop sleeping with random girls, y/n is like my healthy high.
I was practically dying to tell George the news so when he walked in the room i immediately sat him down.
'geez matt, what happened to your neck? did you fuck a cannibal?' he laughed. I rolled my eyes, 'nope.. do you remember that girl i kissed during Robbers in the show?' i asked. he nodded and looked bored, as if i told a story like this a thousand times.
'it was [nickname] the girl i met in rehab.' i said not trying to hide my smile.
'wait shit- really?' he asked now interested.
'yes, really. i found out last night, we fucked but now i don't want to see anyone else. i don't want to even look at another girl' i said now sitting down like a teenager in their first romance.

y/n's pov

I came back home to Bliss practically screaming at the state of me. 'YOU HAD SEX!!! YES!!' she jumped up and down, whilst examining my neck. 'my god, it's like he was trying to fucking eat you' she said with wide eyes. 'oh he did' i laughed, 'and he finally found out about rehab'.
'no way? how did he react?' she asked.
I shrugged, 'we talked a bit about it but i didn't want it to ruin my night'.

I made Bliss and i some coffee and i changed into some tights and shorts to go under the hoodie. We had decided to go out to get breakfast somewhere. The autumn air was cold on my face, the cafe we were going to was only a 10 minute walk away so we didn't drive.

'i'm so ready for a fucking breakfast cob and hashbrowns' Bliss mumbled getting hangry. I remained quiet, thinking about Matty and reliving last night in my head. But as the minutes went by i felt my matty high disappearing, i was ready for my next line of him.

I checked my phone, 10:30am... he wouldn't be finishing band practise until 11:00pm. My heart hurt, how was i supposed to wait that long?
'y/n stop thinking about Matty and pay attention to me' Bliss took my arm acting annoyed.
'sorry' i laughed, we had made it to the cafe and i sat down near the window whilst Bliss ordered our food and drinks.
The window decor was very autumnal themed, faux auburn, pale yellow and brown leaves decorated the interior of the window, a single candle was lit on the middle of the table.
I heard the noise of a phone camera going off and i turned around to see Bliss taking photos of me at every angle she could possibly reach.
'bliss! i look like a fucking state stop' i laughed pulling the phone from her. I scrolled through the photos, they weren't that bad actually, Bliss sent them to me and i checked my phone.

trumanblack followed you

when did he find my fucking instagram? After clicking the 'follow back' button, i put the picture that Bliss took on my story with the song, 'the night we met'
wondering if Matty would remember that night if he saw the picture.

Our food arrived to the table and Bliss and i talked about composing the piano music for my song im writing. I looked down at my phone to see a notification of Matty liking my story and replying to it.

'looking gorgeous in my clothes'

i blushed and typed out a quick response,

'suits me better.'

Bliss and i finished our food and drinks and started the slow walk back to my place, i smoked a cigarette whilst Bliss stole my vape. There was something about the streets of London, it was ethereal this season. Leaves crunched under my platform boots, pumpkins and halloween decorations were strung up on every shop. I smiled, i felt like my life was going somewhere now, i didn't have a lot to live for before the other night. But now? now i have a good feeling about life.