january 13th
UK tour
11:00pmThe first night of tour had finished, we were having another after show party. Matty had picked out an outfit for me, a short dark grey dress, black faux fur coat and my platform boots. To finish the outfit off, i continued to wear the necklace with matty's ring attached. Matty was wearing his standard jeans and a plain black shirt.
We had gotten matching tattoos before the show, it was just a simple design. Mine was a moon on my collarbone and his was a sun on his wrist.The lights were a neon pink, and the atmosphere was great like last time. Somebody else from matty's album was playing, people were dancing and singing. In the crowd, I spotted my sister and niece chatting with matty's mum.
"oh y/n, you were wonderful!" rebecca said whilst giving me a quick hug and kiss on the cheek.
"thank you, i'm glad you enjoyed it!!" i replied.
Denise also came in for a hug, "when's miss robbers girl releasing her album then!" denise asked.
"it's coming out tonight !!" i squealed with joy.
"WOOO!!!" my niece cheered whilst dancing with rebecca.
"i'll let you guys continue to chat, i've got to help jamie set up the countdown for my album" i said, giving each of them a quick hug before i went to find Jamie.Matty's pov
The alcohol was ruining my vision and balance, I held onto the edge of the bar. Downing the remainder of my drink, in my peripheral i could see y/n setting up the countdown for her album release.
"gorgeous girl.." i muttered under my breathe.
I turned my head and my eyes landed upon this.. girl.
I don't know if it's the alcohol but she was ethereal, her hair was glowing under the neon lights. No matter how hard i tried to think about y/n... i could not lift my gaze away."5! 4! 3! 2... 1!!!!" everyone cheered and i snapped back to reality. y/n's album was released. And i missed the moment and joy on her face because another girl distracted me.
y/n's pov
People continued to cheer as did i, but where was matty? I looked around quickly snd spotted him at the bar staring at someone.
He was probably just distracted by family and friends.. right? yeah surely!
Jamie got up to the speakers and faded out the 1975's album, he tapped on the mic making sure it was connected, "hello! thank you everyone for coming to the show today! it's with great pleasure to officially announce y/n's album is released!" his face was beaming with happiness.
"i'm going to let y/n say a few words in a minute but i want to say a few first. Since finding y/n's talent, the Dirty Hit production team has changed for the better, she's genuinely such an sweet sweet girl and deserves all the support she gets. Thank you Matty for finding this gem" he paused to laugh, "and thank you y/n, i'm so proud of you" jamie finished.Tears filled my eyes as he handed me the mic, i cleared my throat before speaking, "i want to say thank you, all of you for the support. when i first met matty i never anticipated that this would happen but im so so thankful..." my voice shook slightly as i was feeling emotional, remembering not everyone knows how matty and i truly met.
"be sure to stream all music by dirty hit, thank you so much" i set the mic down, falling into matty's arms.His breathe stunk of rum and expensive beer, his hug was also tighter than usual. Something felt off. He leaned down and his lips met my ear, "come to my hotel room, babe" he whispered.
"but the party?" i looked at him confused.
"come on" he smirked, grabbing my wrist and pulling me from everyone.TIME SKIP - 2 months.
March 20th (slight emetephobia warning)
My head hung over the toilet bowl whilst i threw up last nights mistakes. The past week was constant parties, my body could not keep up with it.
"You alright in there?" George asked, knocking on the toilet door of the tour bus.
"yeah, fuck me those sambuca shots wanted out.. can you get me some ibuprofen please?" i asked.
"of course, y/n" he chuckled.
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beautiful broken bones • Matty Healy x Reader
Fanfiction• quick warning !! this book will contain heavy topics such as drug abuse, self harm, mention of eating disorders, domestic violence and alcohol abuse,, please take care of yourselves♡ • y/n [she/her] adored music and concerts, her mother and father...