beautiful broken bones • Matty Healy x Reader

13 • milk

3:00pm

After our breakfast, Bliss and i spent almost our entire life savings in the shops. I had bought a few new clothes and had accidentally (on purpose) booked myself an appointment for a new tattoo.

'oh my god y/n, im going on my first date with Alex soon..' Bliss said whilst scrolling on her phone, Alex was the security guy that Bliss was head over heels for already.
'we were talking and apparently he's pretty close with Matty and they've been friends for a while.. that means double dates!!' she squealed. I rolled my eyes, 'i don't think Matty would want a relationship with me..' i sighed.
'WHAT? y/n he's so fucking into you!' she slammed her phone down, 'listen here. if he does one wrong thing to upset you i will HURT HIM' she held my hands and i burst out laughing.

'thank you Bliss, my protector' i said moving my hair from my face.

Matty's pov

6:30pm

Band practise was draining all my energy, when will this be over?
'Matty, pay attention. we need to do something, anything! with this god damn song' adam groaned.

We had been thinking of ways to change up the song 'milk', we just weren't pleased with the 'final' product of the song, it was short, we all liked the lyrics and the meaning but it just wasn't as good as we wanted it to be.

'i have an idea' i spoke up, everyone looked up at me. 'i know someone, she harmonises perfect with me.. if we get her to do some vocals and we can work on it from there?' i suggested.
'sounds good, matty. bring her to band practise in a couple of days and we can sort it out' George said helping Ross tune his guitar.
y/n's going to kill me for signing her up for this one.

'shit, shit, shit' our manager, Jamie, was cursing whilst looking at his phone. 'sorry guys i've got to get home there's been an emergency. Take a break tonight and we'll meet up soon' he said leaving the studio quickly. I nearly jumped with joy, i could go and see y/n earlier! I quickly sent her a message,

hey love, finished practise early, you free now?

i'm free now, Bliss is here though so you'll have to put up with her talking about Alex

but how am i supposed to have rough and violent sex on your sofa with you?

I smirked putting my phone in my pocket, he was such a dickhead but i loved it. 'what's up?' bliss asked noticing my mood change.
'oh, matty's going to be on his way soon' i smiled. My drug-free high was going to come back and i couldn't wait.

'but that top and that skirt don't match' i frowned, i was trying to put together an outfit with the clothes i bought today. 'wait no hear me out, this skirt and then this top with this necklace' bliss laid the outfit out on the bed, i liked it. 'tights or thigh high socks?' i said looking at my options. 'definitely thigh highs, try it on' bliss passed me the clothes.

the top was black and lacey, it looked like a corset top but the details on it were gorgeous, the skirt was a black pencil skirt with a zip at the back and to top it off the necklace was a silver vivienne westwood necklace.

'yes! i love it, you need to let me borrow that top' bliss clapped her hands excitedly. She was wearing part of my tracksuit i leant her, the joggers were black with white letters in an italic style font going down the legs. She didn't wear the matching jacket, instead she wore a simple white halter neck top. Casual outfits like that suited her so much, 'this outfit is to die for, come to the mirror so i can get a pic of us for my instagram' she dragged me over. I wasn't wearing a jacket so my scars were visible and the bruises on my arms were standing out more than usual. Whilst posing next to her, I let my arm drop not bothering to hide it. After all, no one's going to notice and Bliss might not end up posting it after all.

My phone rang and Bliss had to stop taking photos of the two of us whilst i answered, of course it was Matty, 'hey y/n, im about 20 minutes away from yours' he said, i could hear him light a cigarette.
'okay! i'm just going to finish up tidying my place and feed the cats see you!' my smile beamed,
'bye, love' the call ended.

Bliss waited downstairs for me whilst i attempted to tidy my room, it was an absolute mess. There was crumbs of cocaine on my books and every surface ever. Bliss never payed much attention to it, she trusted me and believed i was clean so i never had to worry. But with Matty... it's a different story.
'shit the coke..' i mumbled to myself, remembering it was in my bedside drawer. Quickly, i took the baggies out of the drawer and shoved them in a deftones cd case. I lit some candles and incense in my room and then left to find Bliss and wait for Matty to arrive.