Lucifer

44. Unusual

Lucifer's POV

When she first came to work for me, I thought nothing much of it. I was rude to her, and somehow she made me regret it. No woman had ever made me felt guilty before. They always find my rudeness attractive and stimulating. I didn't know better with this one, until she spoke out to me. I got so used to what those other women liked that I forgot that women aren't all the same.

She is not the same.

Her past caught my attention. Just the part where she was an orphan at a young age, and that Mahesh guy. I will make sure he's punished for what he tried to do to her. He probably succeeded at raping other women who are scared to speak up. I will make sure he never do it again.

Bastard!

I can tell she was brought up properly too. Although her brother played a huge part in that area I really do not like him. He erased her memory just because he wanted to protect her. He's a foolish man, and he's lucky that he's her brother. Even after finding out what he did she's in no hurry to confront him.

I too am guilty of something. When I found out what he could do, I asked him to erase her memory of the night her darkside seduced me. I was thinking more about myself than her. In her eyes I'm this...heartless insensitive person, but I didn't give her that impression that night and I felt weak and stupid for not fucking her, but I knew it would've been wrong.

I'm not sure what's going to happen if or when she finds out. A part of me wants her to find out and just deal with whatever she's going to throw at me, and the other part wishes that she never does.

Her sudden change of attitude was too strange. Women love it when I take advantage of them and I've grown to love it a lot. But I just couldn't do it to her, not like that.

I asked him to put the memory of the night she seduced me back and instead of doing it the fucker started an argument. It doesn't seem that he needed to because somehow her brain put the pieces back together.

Her powers are so incredible. I can also feel that something is going on with me too, but I don't know what exactly.

Protecting her from whoever is after her is more for me than it is for her. I've grown attached to this woman and I can't let anything happen to her.

Am I selfish?

I know that I can handle the person after her. To be honest I'm mostly afraid of her brother. I'm afraid that he'll erase me from her mind. I find it very strange that one would go so far just to so called protect his sister. Erasing her memory is way out of line. He's abusing his powers and taking advantage of her.

If I didn't know better I'd think he'd want to fuck her.

No!

I shouldn't think that. Besides I didn't grow up with a sibling so I don't know how I'd handle things in his position.

Differently I know that he's a good business man and very well educated.

Having her living with me is my way of making sure I have eyes on her 24/7. When she was swimming around in the pool she looked so beautiful. Everytime I think of her I want to fuck.

She's the first woman I've ever met that makes me feel this way. Why is she so special?

When Christina-

It used to be Miss George, but she insisted that I called her by her christian name. I guess it sounded weird to her after living with me. It should've stayed at Miss George, then it would've been clear to her that I have no interest in moving out of the line of business. But that line had already been crossed. I took her to my home not because it's work related, but because it's personal.