Ugly (EDITING)

Intro

{This is just the intro the rest of the story will NOT be short like this}

Introduction.

Janilah Janae Quints was born 6 lbs, 8 ounces. On November 16. most beautiful little baby you would have ever seen. With soft curly hair, big brown eyes. With curly Lashes. Brown skin, not to dark and not to light. You know just right. She had this perfect little nose. Small ears. A great big smile with two dimples.

Looking in the mirror I wonder what happened to me. The baby my mother told me i looked like was just not me. I didn't look anything like that now. I was just the complete opposite of beautiful. In fact i was Ugly. Short hair that is ear length. I ran my fingers through my hair. What happened to the curly hair ? Only thing that i see that resembles, the baby my mother always discribed. Is my eyes and dimples that you can barely see because of my Fat cheeks. My skin ? Well its the same.

The thing that really hurts when people talk about, is ny weight.

Who else you know is 17 in the, 11 th grade that is 310 pounds. I feel like an up side down glue bottle. You know the up side down coke bottle joke. Well thats me.

I have no curves at all. You know the girls that think they are fat. But are just thick. With a flat stomach ? Well thats not me, i have rolls on top of rolls. With fat arms, and huge titties.

I smiled ay myself in the mirror showing my teeth...My teeth are all messed up.

School is just torture for me, everday being called different names. Trying to run from people. You might think i don't defend myself. In the beginning i did, but it was no use. They continued to pick with me day after day.

My only question to them is what have i ever done to you ? To make feel this way.

I have a little sister and brother. They are twins both 15 years old. Jemeriah (Ja-Mer-Ah) and Jeremiah You will learn more about them as the book goes on.

My mom and dad is here. Sometimes.

Have you ever heard the saying Pretty Hurts, Well Ugly hurts too.

{Well tell me what you think. I honestly don't think big girls are ugly. And should have low self-esteem. Dark skinned and Browned skinned girls aren't ugly either. I honestly don't think anyone is ugly. Because everyone have their flaws. And you can't point out other people's flaws. If you can't point out your own. If you are Ugly on the inside it makes you look like a whole different person. So just read Janilah's life story}