Ugly (EDITING)

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For-Jamerah Q:Why you rejected Cornelle so much just to ask him out. A: Well at first i didn't want a boyfriend ya know. I was just happy being single. He was my bestfirend and i was glad for that i wasn't ready for that step yet. But at the Dance i just wanted to do something different. Girls never ask guys and i wanted to see his reaction when i rejected him. Was he going to get mad or understand. but he understood now im his girl. Does that answer your question ? XxxYoursTruelyxxX Sorry i cant remember your username.
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Janliah's POV

He then pushed his friend into me forcefully. It hurted so bad.

I felt something run down my leg i dont know if its the blood from my leg or because of him.

The other guy came "Suck it" he said wagging his little man in my face.

The other guy was still pumping inside of me. It was still hurting. "You so tight, you got some good stuff fat ass" he said still pounding inside of me.

I shook my head no to the other guy. I was in so much pain. "What the fuck you mean no" he asked me.

I shook my head no again. He grabbed a knife and stabbed me in the shoulder.

"Owwwww" i screamed making me sob even more. I cried and cried.

When i screamed he took that as an opportunity to stick his ļittle man in my mouth.

I gagged. He pushed my head up and down.

I woke up from the terrifying night-mare i had once again from my rape. My heart was pounding, i was shaking and sweating.

I couldn't even sleep at night. I just feel worthless.

They took my virginity the one thing i have been waiting to give up all my life.

I am Ugly why would they want to do that to me.

I looked at my alarm clock and it was 2:36 a.m. This is second time waking up tonight.

No one knows about my rape. Everynight sences of my rape playes in my head over and over again.

Me crying for help and the aching stab wounds. No one came to my rescue like i thought they would.

But like i always say this isn't a book this is real life.

I got up and went to the bathroom and peed. I then looked in the mirror at my worthless self.

"You are Ugly, no one will ever want you. You are worthless" i continued to tell myself.

I stared at my reflection for a few more minutes. Then i broke down crying sobbing.

"Why me" i asked no one in particular. I cried and cried.

I made sure to be quiet though. My throat was hurting and i was catching a slight head ache.

I saw a razor on the floor and i got it.
I broke the blade off of the razor.

I cried more. Tears rolling down my face. I out the blade on the counter and scooting back to the wall crying.

I out my knees up to my chest and cried against the wall. I looked at the blade was again.

I then got up and locked the door.

I got the blade and i cut my wrist. "Ahhhhhh" i silently screamed as i cut my wrist.

I watched the blood drip from my wrist and felt a little better.