Ugly (EDITING)

×Chapter 24×

Last Chapter. Listen to song in MM

Christopher's POV

I rolled over in bed and was face to face with Nilah. She smiled and looked at me.

I smiled back and in my husky morning voice that she love. I told her "Good Morning Ma"

She smiled again but this time with a laugh and said "Morning Chris"

I looked into her eyes and wrapped my arms around her body. I felt how soft she was and knew what happened the other day was a dream.

"Gimmie Kiss" she only smiled. I leaned in to give her a kiss and when my lips touched hers. I didn't feel anything.

I looked up and she was starting to stand up. "Wea you going Ma" i asked her as she was approaching the window.

"Home" she simply replied. I got out the bed going behind her. "No please stay" i begged.

"I have to go he's waiting" she replied trying to give me a hug but her arms went straight through me.

"Who's waiting and the door is the other way" i stated confused.

"You will see when you get home, im'a be waiting. I Love You Chris" she replied before a flashing light came and she disappeared.

I touched her side of the bed. {Trey Songz. Yo Side of the Bed Plays}

Then i noticed it was just another dream. "I Love You Too Nilah" i said running my hands down my face.

I got out of bed walking to the window that Nilah had just vanished from.

Only if i could have gave her one last kiss or hug. I opened window and the wind blow.

2 days after the funeral...2 days mane. She been gone for 7 days son. 7

Knock Knock

I heard my mama knocking on my door. "Come in" i told her still looking out the window into the sky.

"Hey baby, how you feeling" my mama asked rubbing my back.

I shrugged my shoulders trying not to cry. You know like when you don't wanna cry but then someone come ask you are you okay.

"Baby its okay, its normal for people to die" she continued.

I turned around and looked at her.
"Okay its okay for my pops to die huh. Its okay for my sister and my brother to die huh. Its okay for Trey to die huh. Oh lets not forget grandma. Nilah too ? But you know its okay" i started going off.

She stood there. "But its okay for everybody i fuckin love and care about to die. What the hell ima do if you die today or tomorrow ? Huh Huh" i kept questioning her.

"Huh. Oh well you know its gon be okay then to" i brushed passed her and sat on the bed.

"Im sorry baby, ima let you cool off then we can finish this discussion." she tapped my back and walked out the door.

I sat on the bed angry at myself. I pulled my hair and sighed.

Then running my hands down my face. My phone started vibrating. "Ne" flashed across my screen.

She have been the only one i been talking to since Nilah's death.

Shortly after there was a knock on the window. Letting me know Ne was coming.

I opened my window and she climbed in with red puffy eyes.

"Chris" she looked up at me. I looked at her red puffy eyes. "I want my friend back" she said.