Ugly (EDITING)

×Chapter 19×

Question~ How is Janliah still alive after she hung herself ? Answer~Read and you will find out.
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Janliah's POV
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I sat in class looking at what the History teacher was writting on the board. It feels like Wednesday is the worst day of the week

I wasn't really interested in what he was saying. I just can't seem to pay attention in this class.

So i began to think i thought about yesterday.

*Yesterday*

I looked up at the fan that was spinning.

I was the rope peaking from its hiding place. I picked up the rope and started to tie it around my neck.

On thought that was in my head was FML.

Those were the only words that played in my head. I began to tie it tighter around my neck.

I was now standing up about to hang myself. "JANLIAH" my foster mom called from down stairs.

I didn't reply i was going through with the process. Until i heard footsteps coming closer to my door.

I knew i wouldn't be dead by time they came so i hid the rope under my bed and went to the bathroom.

"Janliah" my foster mom called out. "In the bathroom i will be out in a minute" i replied to her.

"Okay, baby" she said before leaving back out. I gathered myself together.

And went downstairs to find Anta'QuaNesha waiting on me.

*Flashback Over*

Thanks to Nesha i am not dead. I wish she would have never came.

I wouldn't have to face all the terror and pain that i feel. I would be in the Heavens up above.

Worry and Pain Free. I would be at peace.

Before i knew it the bell rung. To go to my next class.

×Lunch×

I walked in the cafeteria i felt like everyone was watching me.

Like all eyes was on me or something. I walked by the first table it was like everybody was undressing me with their eyes.

And laughing all at the same time. I tried to shake the feeling off but i couldn't.

I grabbed a bottle of water and bread. "You total is $1.57" i paid the money lady for my food.

I then went sat at the table. Nesha was already there eating her Nachos.

"Im happy Christopher Ole ugly ass ain't here yet." Nesha started.

"I am here Nigga" Christopher said playfully pushing her head coming to sit by me.

"Ughhh, man. God can i have one day without you. Just one day" she expresses aloud making hand motions while doing it.

"You'll be alright" he told her.

"Hey Nilah" Chris told me smiling.

I smiled back. "Hi" i said back shyly.

"What you-" he started to say but was cut off by Nesha that was still here.

"Why you taking my bestfriend away, you need to go back to class or something" Nesha told him rolling her eyes and her neck while saying that.