Trained To Kill

Authors Note

Let's get one thing clear:

I really, really fucking hate this story.

Out of all my stories, Trained To Kill is the one i hate the most lol. It had potential in the beginning, but throughout the novel I grew frustrated and angry and nothing was actually turning out the way I wanted it to.

I know you guys love it and for the life of my I cannot figure out WHY lol.

But anyways.

I found all the strength and courage I could muster up and finished it for you all. Even if it was trash from chapter 3-30.

I AM NOT GOOD AT WRITING SCIENCE FICTION.

I don't watch science fiction, i dont read science fiction, i don't LIKE science fiction.

Why'd I try to write a science fiction novel?

I don't fucking know.

But i'm glad i did. I learned things from this crap, and what I learned gave me enough strength to try again with a sequel.

The sequel will be, of course, different. I'm pretty excited about it. It's more in my comfort zone.

More mystery/emotion/romance rather than sci fi and action based. It'll be short.

Although, i have to warn you- I'm not promising this thing is actually gonna happen. I've finished high school recently and I've been working on it and have a few chaps ready, I won't publish it until i'm absolutely sure its something i can finish (which means I wont publish it until i'm done with it lmao). If i had to give away something about it, it would be that it takes place years after all this went down. So they will be in their 20's.

Then I'll be moving to a new account and leaving this one behind.

Will i post stuff on the new account? i don't know. maybe. i cant really tell whether or not this website is still for me or not, or if im even cut out to continue trying to organize my emotions into a story that makes sense.

Time for fun facts (aka stuff that was possibly going to happen in the story but did not)

- At first, the leader of Control was going to be Karma's dad.

- I wanted to kill off Nicole

- I wanted to further develop Nicole & Matt

- Matthew was going to end up with Karma (before I decided to pair he and Nicole)

I think that's all the stuff i didn't put in there. Who knows.

Anyways, I just wanted to thank you all for this awesome and absolutely horrendous journey. I took great pleasure in witnessing the joy you guys had about something I hated so much.

Feel free to comment any questions you have about the story that i was too dumb to answer within the damn thing, i tend to do that a lot. Comment your favorite chapter, your favorite part, something you related to, something you loved, hated, ANYTHING. feedback is fucking awesome.

Let's get another thing clear-

I don't plan to ever stop writing.

Although my Wattpad days are possibly coming to an end, i still write, whether it be a journal entry or a couple of words on a sticky note. Always writing, always documenting. I recommend it to you guys, its a great way to organize the world and how you're experiencing it. This is my grand advice to you all.

I usually put a lot of myself in my writing and i feel like i did it the wrong way in this story, and thats why i feel so strongly about my distaste for it. *shivers* ugh. thats why this authors note isnt sweet and sentimental like the other one was.

Anyways, i hope you all enjoyed this and i hope you took something from it or you experienced something while reading. that is ALWAYS the goal.

I love you all with all the love in my heart and i wish you the absolute best.

Until next time ;)

Sierra

Contact me:

kik: sierrarawr_

email: thesierrarawr@gmail.com (you can send me anything (except like nudes or something) . send me a poem. say hi. send me a chapter of a book you're working on. anything. i love hearing from people)

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