Trained To Kill

twenty two: od'd.

Both of our chests heave up and down  as we try to catch our breath. Coming out of my euphoric state he just put me through,  I realize two things. One, that he seriously just fucked me into changing my decision, and two, that we did not use any protection whatsoever.

I quickly sit up and face him, but before I can breathe his name out he gets up. "I need to go get a few things from my room. I'll be back." He pulls on his compressed boxers and then his pants and exits the room shirtless. 

I let out a swear and then cradle my face in my hands, contemplating how much more idiotic can I get. Although, I don't think it gets any dumber than this. 

Time flies by and Imani enters again, adding to my list of horrors for the night. She looks at me and a smirk forms on her face as she quickly looks away. I groan and facepalm myself. Why me? "Sorry.. about that... Imani." I say and silently thank the Lord that I had enough sense to put back on my PJ's before she had the chance to come back in here.

"He came and found me... and said I could come back... I asked if he was sure there wasn't gonna be a second round." She says, a hint of humor hiding behind her voice. I'm glad she thinks this is funny.

I groan louder and flop back on the bed and stare at the ceiling. Why why why why why why why. "We.. he.. I tried to get him to stop cause I heard you coming but.. I mean, it won't-" I cover my face with a shaky hand. "It won't happen again." Which was the damn truth. I'm never sleeping with him again.

She laughs a short, awkward one. "It's okay Karm. I just... I mean, I knew you two were a thing but I didn't know it was like that." 

I don't answer, because I'm so embarassed that it is like that.

She breaks the silence and adds to the awkwardness with- "Is that the first time you guys have...?"

I sit up and look her in the eye, which is possibly the second hardest thing I've done today (Jacob being the first, of course. I feel really dirty for making that joke but I couldn't hold it back). "Let's not."

She laughs again and then the door slides open. Jake walks through and eyes her, and I swear her color goes from brown to red in a split second. He doesn't even react to her at all, just crawls back into my bed like she's not there. "Here." He offers me his fist and opens it slowly, revealing two pastel purple pills. I take them out of his hand and give him a quizzical look. "These are...?"

"I forgot to use a condom." God why does he have to say that with Imani being right there??? "These should take care of it."

"Take care of it?" I inquire, doing whatever I can to forget that Mani's in the room. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

He chuckles a little. "Just take them. Unless you want to end up having my kid."

I pop the pills in my mouth and swallow them dry. I don't even want to move cause that might mean making accidental eye contact with Mani. Jake looks over my head at her. "Can you get out of our business, please?" He says rudely. I couldn't see her, but I'm guessing she was staring at us or something judging by the tone in Jacob's voice. I grab him by the wrist and drag him out of my room. He struggles at first, but apparently I'm stronger when I'm angry.

"What the hell?" He asks once we're walking down the hall towards the gym.

"I wasn't going to sit there and let you terrorize my roomate." My voice is low and I'm on the verge of exploding. I don't like how he manipulated me. And I especially don't like the fact that I let him. Plus he's always being a jerk to Imani for no reason. "We're going to your room."