Catastrophic Clouds

Alone

I stood outside in the dark
Thick darkness surrounded me
That only rain seemed to pierce
It was freezing, and with each breath, I let out, I saw it
Each drop of rain that hit me stung
Memories from my past reflected from the surface of the rain
I couldn't run or scream
What would be the point?
No one would be able to hear me
No one is around to help me
I was alone
And it seemed that it might be like that for a while
So I looked out into the darkness, looking for a light
My heart grew heavy as nothing appeared
I felt myself letting go
My body slowly begins to fade away
It gets weaker and weaker with each passing night
The lack of sleep begins to show
And the lack of energy helps the fading
My mind fades
The nightmares I have
The constant stress
And with no one to keep me safe
My words slowly fade
They will have no meaning
They are jumbled up
The life
Inside me
Slowly dies
And one day, I'll go physically
No one will be able to help
I can't let you
Because I don't want to worry you
So stop reading these jumbled-up words
It's my life
I can't control it
I have no say in it
It's slowly preventing me from caring
And one day, I'll fade with the rest of the world
And be buried in the Earth
And when these words are understood
It'd be too late