Catastrophic Clouds

First Encounter: Part 1

I've seen myself inside my head
My eyes are an endless void
My hair is different
Covering most of my face
My appearance is different too
And my skin is pale as snow
Covered in scars and bruises
Seeing that creepy smile curve into a sinister grin
I shake my head and try to look away
But I can't look away from the real me
Because I know who I'm becoming
Blue veins covering his body
His skin looked dry and cracked
And the anger is almost glowing
I try to back away
But he appears in front of me
Just an inch from my face
I can feel his breathing against my face
I can feel the anger boiling
Or maybe it was fear
But he speaks to me
Grips me by the collar of my shirt and tells me
"You're not superhuman"
My eyes widen
And I understand
Because he knows that all the fighting I've done
Has left me completely worn
And I think it's about time that I give up
And just embrace what's keeping me going
Once I accepted it, he changed his shape
I wasn't looking at just myself, but it was her all along