Matt gives me a hoodie and sits next to me.
"Thank you for not letting me panic."
"I wasn't going to let you have a panic attack also."
I put my head on Matt's shoulder when Chris walks into the room.
"Oh Shelby.. your still here?"
"Oh uh yeah."
"Cool.."
Chris sat down next to me and I move closer to Matt. It felt wrong, but Chris had a weird hold on me.
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Matt had fallen asleep on the couch and I laid there next to him. I couldn't sleep. I covered Matt with a blanket and I walked into the kitchen to see Chris sitting there with a Pepsi."Couldn't sleep either?" Chris asked me.
"Nope, I haven't been able to sleep for a couple of days.."
I sit down next to Chris.
"Are you okay?"
"Shelby, you already know that I'm into you and I'm the reason Nick had a panic attack."
"What do you mean?"
"I told Nick not to say anything to Matt about me being into you because I didn't want to hurt Matt, but now that your here all the time my brain is falling apart!"
All of a sudden I move closer to Chris.
"I'm gonna regret this aren't I?"
"Maybe, but does it really matter?"
All of a sudden, Chris kisses me and I don't pull away. My hands wrap around his neck and I pull away with realization.
"Fuck. I can't do this."
I walk into Matt's room and sit there for a minute. I look down at myself knowing I'm wearing Matt's hoodie.
"God.. I feel terrible."

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I Officially Hate You | Chris Sturniolo
Fiksi PenggemarShelby moved next door to the triplets, and gets along with Matt and Nick, but there is something about Chris that ticks her off. 1st Person Character Name: Shelby Stein Pronouns: She/Her