TW: cheating
Draco's pov:
We got back from the hospital a couple of weeks ago. Tav has started to come out of her dorm more. She isn't back to Tav but she's getting there - she just needs a little help. The group has taken turns checking up on her. Mattheo has been staying with her every night - if he isn't there, tom or pansy stays up with her. We are all worried for her and her state. She hasn't been eating as much and she has trouble sleeping - mainly because of her nightmares.
Y/N's pov:
With every breath I take, I feel like I'm suffocating. I am trying to better myself - maybe even heal. Every time I sleep, I have nightmares about voldemort killing Stilas, Draco, and Tom. I can't imagine my life without them. I need to get out of this damn mental breakdown. I decided I am going to make myself presentable enough to get out of the dorm. Tom, Pansy, and Kate are all still sleeping. I went to get up - grabbing my phone. I sat up, rubbing my eyes and stretching. The incision was now a dark scar. I hope it stays there so I can keep a part of Stilas with me. I walked to the bathroom, turning on the shower. I let the water run down my bare body - enjoying the contact. The steam overflowed the mirrors and glass door of the shower. I washed my body and hair. Once I was out, I threw together an outfit and towel-dried my hair. I loosely curled my hair before starting my makeup. I applied light makeup looking at myself in the mirror for a few minutes. "It's okay tav. You can do this." I exhaled, "You have to do this, for him."
Tom's pov:
I rolled over, admiring her. After everything she has been through, she still glows. The way her eyes light up when they see Mattheo and me. I want her, I really do. But she needs something I can't give her. He can fulfill her needs - she needs him. Third-person pov: Octavia walked out of the bathroom, looking around. Tom wasn't awake - he was 'asleep'. Pansy and Kate were getting up and getting ready. I inched over to Tom's bed, pulling out a piece of paper. I wrote him a note telling him we were going to breakfast. The three girls walked out of the room and into the common room. ~time skip to night~
Mattheo's pov:
Earlier this morning, my father called for me. I had to go - if I didn't go on my own, he would call someone to drag me there. I didn't want to leave her. We were wrapped up together, sleeping. I haven't been getting much sleep since the incident - tom was starting to notice. I gently got up from the bed, making my way toward the door.
Tom's pov:
I watched him get up, kissing her temple. He stalked to the door trying not to make noise. "Theo?" I rolled over, "don't tell me you're going back to her - Octavia has been through enough." I heard Tavia rollover. "Going where?" shit.
Y/N's pov:
I heard Tom say something muffled. I rolled over looking for Mattheo's body. He wasn't there. I sat up catching the two mid-conversation. "Going where?" I asked. They both froze. Mattheo looked at me with guilt written all over his face. "Mattheo?" I was in confused.. Tom sat up, looking between us. "Tav I am so so so sorry, love." Mattheo started. "what..why?" Mattheo gulped. "Tav, I feel things differently now." Tom shifted towards Mattheo. "What the hell Mattheo?" Tom started. I was now standing. "Who? Who is it?" My eyes widened. "Get the hell out." Mattheo stared at me, his face dropping. "It's her isn't it." I stopped, rolling my tongue inside my cheek - hands now on my hips. I chuckled, "It's Aswhoria fucking Greengrass isn't it." Tom stood up - now fuming. Mattheo just looked at me with tears in his eyes. I was now crying, "Go on then, she's waiting." Mattheo rubbed his temple, "No Tav I want you, I don't want her." It hurts - my chest tightened. My heart dropped to my stomach. I pointed to the door and he must have gotten the message - he turned and left. I turned around facing my bed (away from toms face). I broke down, falling to my knees. Tom came around me - holding me while I sobbed. I've lost them both - in the span of three months. --------------------------------------------------------------------------heyy loves! <33
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