a endless cycle - yn x mattheo riddle x tom riddle

chapter 9 - forgiven

TW: cheating

Mattheo's pov:

I fucked it all up and now shes gone too. I don't know what's happening to me but I am now attracted to Astoria. I want her - but I need Tav.

Tom's pov:

Seeing her in this state tore me. I don't get how Mattheo could do something so unforgivable to this angel. She stopped crying after a bit. We were sitting on the ground - her straddling my lap. She looked at me before leaning in. Her soft lips against mine. I felt the spark of our souls becoming one. I would do anything to protect her. The kiss became deeper - my hand finding her thigh. "Tav.." She slowed down, "hm?" "Are you sure you want to do this darling?" "Positive." I didn't want to take advantage of her in this state, so I stopped. She layed her head on my shoulder - facing the window. "Tom?" she mumbled. "Yes darling?" I looked down at her in awe. "Can we go lay down?" She was now looking up at me with her doey eyes. "Ofcourse." I gathered her in my arms, walking towards my bed. I laid her down, going to my closet. I threw on a pair of grey joggers and grabbed one of my shirts for her. When I walked out she was rolled over facing my direction. I tossed the shirt to her - she caught it. She sat up gesturing me to turn around. I playfully rolled my eyes, putting my hands over my face covering my vision. "You can look now." I pulled down my hands. "Wow." she laughed, blushing. "What?" She asked. "Nothing its just I never knew that shirt could look any better than it already did." I walked over to her and she scooted over. I rested beside her, hesitantly grabbing her waist. I pulled her towards me until her back was touching my bare chest. I waited until she was asleep to close my eyes. She fell asleep - quickly. I buried my face into her hair, holding her. We stayed in that position all night.

Y/N's pov:

I woke up with the sun in my face. I looked down focusing on a arm connected to veiny hands with silver rings. It was tom's. We were slumped in that position since last night. I rolled over facing him. I admired him for a few minutes before he grinned. "Morning princess." \AHHHH - morning voice. He opened his eyes, looking down at me. It was saturday so if we wanted we could stay in bed all day. I decided against that. I needed to get up and shower. My hair was a mess and my body wasn't any better. I went to get up when Tom groaned. "Allow me," Tom grabbed my waist and tossed me to his other side rolling us both over. We were both short of breath from laughing. He tickled my abdomen while I tried to push him away. Once he stopped, we both got up. "I'm getting in the shower dork." I grinned towards him - he rolled his eyes, throwing a pillow at me. Once I was done showering, I came out to a empty room. I brushed my hair, braiding it, and applied light makeup. I got dressed into casual clothing and put on my platforms. I carried my phone out to the common room - looking around. On my way to the common room, Mattheo came out of Blaise's dorm. He looked at me then the wall behind me. "Morning." I nodded towards him - receiving a half smile back. I went to walk away only to be held back. I looked down to see Mattheo's hand wrapped around my shoulder. "Tav wait.." He started. "I'm waiting." I was growing impatient. "I didn't mean what I said." I groaned rubbing my temple. "Astoria means nothing to me, she used a love potion." I looked at him with furrowed brows. "You swear?" He looked at me, "On my life." We made up - walking to the common room. The group was there talking about something completely random. Tom's eyes locked with mine, quickly glancing at theo, then back at me. He wanted to make sure everything was okay. I nodded, making him relax a bit. Mattheo and I took our seats. They were talking about summer break - considering its only a week away. Everyone was arguing on what to do. "What about hawaii?" Everyone stopped - looking at me. "I mean we could go as a group, pick a day to fly there. Spend a couple weeks there - maybe longer." Everyone looked at each other before nodding. "That's actually a great idea tav," Pansy agreed. By the end of the day, we had everything planned. Pansy and Kate would go home with me and my parents.Tom, Mattheo, Enzo, Draco, and Theo would go together with Enzo's parents. We would all meet up at the airport the first weekend of summer. We would spend a month of summer in Hawaii at Kate's parents beach house. It was all perfect and all of our parents were on board. —-------------------------------------------------hello loves!

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