lost love - mattheos story

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IMPORTANT: these next few chapters are going to be based upon the main characters povs on everything. this will be a little slower than usual, sharing the characters thoughts and emotions. THIS WILL CHANGE SOME THINGS IN THE UPCOMING CHAPTERS SO I RECCOMEND READING
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What does one do when the only person they desire is no longer available? Do they move on, forgetting about them?

How do you get out of bed without them? Waking up knowing they aren't there anymore.

When do you decide to get rid of the hoodie that still smells of them? Do you wash it or throw it away, starting over?

Seeing my brother, my blood, standing in front of me with tavia makes me sick. It makes my heart physically hurt.

It's hard to breathe, like someone is standing on my chest, ripping my heart out.

I want to throw away every picture, every memory, and any connection I have to this world.

I want to scream and fight about how unfair this messed up, cruel world is.

I want to tie and anchor to my waist and fall off our families yacht.

Maybe then I wouldn't feel the need to pry my eyeballs out. It hurts to look at them.
Standing there...together.

I just need to get through this vacation, then I can go home. Only two weeks until I'm free. Only 14 days until I can leave.
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what happens when the person you're in love with isn't in love with you?

STICK AROUND TO SEE HOW MATTHEO DEALS WITH TOM AND OCTAVIA

stay safe, you matter.

I love you all so so very much.

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